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打PVP很容易rage-quit吧,我就连打BG3都有时和卡萝小姐会气的不想打啦!我想起之前我说多宝,她看着那么软,但就是爱玩那些很难的游戏,好胜心极强,我就直觉觉得她是Slytherin!
说来我写河豚童话集的契机是因为和Shader的留言,择日不如撞日建了组拿来存档的契机是因为Nineveh说想我把评论写过去留作纪念。哎呀都是你们!可真是太圆啦!!
写完的时候我还给小野科普了这本书,反正最后写出来就是懂的几个人都懂了,不懂的我就说我写的就是个童话呗!!
写的最用心的是改编自《莫瑞斯》的那一篇,我觉得这两篇的整个格调都跟其他的不太一样,毕竟选取的蓝本十分不同😏《莫瑞斯》是我初中时逐渐在探索和觉醒自我的性取向时十分喜欢的一本书,我14岁时读的它。这个故事简单来说就是男主是中产,男二是贵族,俩人都是剑桥大学高材生。男主被学长男二引导走上了gay的道路,但男二毕业后突然变成直男娶了个贵族小姐甩了他,后来遇到了peasant男三不顾一切地爱男主,最终俩人打破一些身份地位在一起。
我开始写河豚童话的契机还是当初给Shader写我那些毫无预兆、突如其来、跟随直觉、公开但又躲在外语里加密一层的英文留言!看到你的回复之后我就写了第一篇基于Cupid和Psyche的河豚童话。我初高中时就喜欢把各种名著很魔性地rewrite一遍!就好像我从初高中起三次元里最爱做的事情也就是cosplay我的朋友们似的
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ph4l5IyNAIw&list=RDPh4l5IyNAIw&start_radio=1
DoTa主要是我鼠标大部分操作,都集中在屏幕中心舆上下两边相切的一个大圆吧,不像CS要甩枪、转向,大幅抡鼠标的,所以没鼠标垫我也玩好好
但其实我觉得我应该也能不用鼠标垫玩CS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0T4QLmZ82A&list=RDY0T4QLmZ82A&start_radio=1
但是歹熊表示不喜欢梁朝伟,欣赏不来,还说他下巴像PvZ里的窝瓜,我真是服嘞
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PByeGOJZy2E
昨天给Nineveh的评测去写评论的时候突然就想起来了我从小对死亡的那种不避讳,想起了11岁时用死和我妈打趣她很生气,让我觉得好像真心被错付。在我18岁时他们又说父母因孩子才成为父母,与孩子同岁,也会成长和犯错,希望过往做的不好的一切能得到我的原谅和宽恕。后来我大学时,20岁时上人格心理学的课,写墓志铭的那个作业,我不仅写墓志铭,给自己P遗照,还做了个赛博灵堂和葬礼出来让我爸妈点击参加!墓志铭我写了首诗,忘了写的是啥了,大意是说我这一生一事无成还短命!那个时候我妈就笑着说哎呀真吓人,但是这作业挺好的!
Then I dug up a few hilarious old screenshots. The puppy said, “Oh my god, I totally forgot! I really do forget so many things. Looking back at those moments now, that AC sure was so flat!”
I said, “That’s because your memory of anyone other than me is too blurry!” She said, “It’s because everyone else hides their true heart, that’s why I forget them, but not the pufferfish!”
冲还出2嘞,不出意外我是不会碰2的!虽然很解压!!但是肝,好肝!!!我很喜欢第一部里洗洗摩托车、高尔夫球车那样的小东西
https://store.steampowered.com/app/1290000/_/
所以对这个清洁小玩意的游戏也蛮有兴趣,但看样子它还加入了剧情,呃,我倒是只想把小物件擦得锃亮,闪闪发光,像歌剧魅影女演员的眼睛一样就好
为啥当年那个为什么不ban猛犸是个超级让人破防的梗🤔
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=00wK6Yywhx0&list=RD00wK6Yywhx0&start_radio=1
我翻剪辑的时候找着这句regrettable啦
https://cdn.steamusercontent.com/ugc/16867118448483026587/99B5D366B8D95C67DFAC3749DA25E6A10ABBF3B2/
不过我发现职业选手也基本都是开局glhf的时候发发轮盘,中期都不发轮盘的,越不吭声的越厉害
我知道,是双关!我取暖全靠电脑散热,虽然听着很浮夸,不过房间小,效果很好!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Qj8DYmPCcQ&list=RD5Qj8DYmPCcQ&start_radio=1
I still want everything I love! I still want a perfectly in-sync soulmate! Because the person I love most in this world is still myself! I just phrase it more philosophically now!
I’m still learning, still practicing, still bound by Earth’s gravity and my human shell. But what’s changed is, after Psyche and Hypnos, I’ve truly experienced that contrast: when something looks impossible yet feels effortless, versus when something looks easy but feels exhausting. It’s hard to describe, but I think only those who’ve lived it would understand.
Just like I'm in ballet, it’s always hard, but the exhaustion never feels like exhaustion!
So whether I’m the one retreating or the one clinging, the core pattern is the same: I can’t accept a partner who isn’t 100% in tune with me. If they can’t fulfill me, I find someone else and call it “freedom.” Yet I hope I can fulfill them, I expect to be their top priority.
And all of it comes from the same root, that wanting to control everything I don’t like.
I said: “Or maybe it’s just the same situation again, we’re simply incompatible.”
No one’s wrong, but our information frequencies don’t match. Even chatting casually becomes draining. Personality models like MBTI can’t explain everything, but they do offer a more detached way to empathize.
One day I finally gave them an ultimatum: “I hate when you DM me about my public posts just to say ‘Nice writing.’” (And I know exactly why they do it, I just never bothered to say it. When I finally said so, they started explaining themselves. I said: you think I didn’t already know?) They replied, “Think of it like this: you’re a bard performing, and I just happened to pass by.”
I said, “You didn’t pass by! You stopped the bard mid-performance to compliment them!”
I once said to them, “Can’t you just read what I write and simply laugh for it’s funny?”
When I write anything, letters, stories, even random status, it’s always spontaneous, never intentional. Things just flow out naturally and take shape by themselves. I often start intending to write one or two lines, and somehow it becomes an entire essay. Later when I reread what I wrote from a detached perspective, I realize how they all connect, full of hidden metaphors and reflections.
This morning I woke up in bright natural light, doing my photosynthesis under the sun! It’s such a beautiful day! All thanks to the puppy fairy who visited the farm at midnight and made all the Fugu in the fields round again! That’s the power of the Round Universe!
I think Alina’s interview was deeply enlightening. Let go is such a powerful answer, and so is grateful. For me the greatest talent in ballet is simply to have no shame, lmao! To dare to dance, and to have arms and legs! What they look like doesn’t really matter. You have them is already great! There are plenty of people in this world who don’t!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkpdJ4abXCE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfvWXtwUfGQ&t=660s