I run headstrong into my own fears, as does she. Upon impact, we collapse into each other
I melt into her warm embrace, absorbing her whole being. Afraid and vulnerable, I weep
The time has finally come, the pinnacle of my existence
I gaze longingly at her, she's right here, yet she's so far away. Something rips her away
I reach my arms out in vain. A split second of tranquility
Pulled away before I could revel in it. I stare vacantly at my empty hands
I weep again

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You don't really understand the importance but. Sometimes when I drive through these streets at night. I could smell the pain of all these people living in here. I could smell how these people are trapped in their lives, their day-to-day lives. They don’t see much. Sometimes they get lost in it, other times they just, they just feel lost. I could feel that pain like coming from these trees, these houses. I could feel that pain and it hurts me to think that I live such a balanced life. All these people going to work going to pray on Sunday's. Playing with their children. I never quite understand that. Why anyone would choose to live that way

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I know things are not given freely. So now, I'll seize the things that hurt me most, and keep them close to me as I carry onward

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when it's from inside you know you can't defend against it

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And you don't care about the things I do or say. Unless you do the same thing

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F*CК A CAREER ! MAKE ART IF U DIED TOMMROW UD REGRET IT

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Don't you wish the night would go numb?
I've been feelin' low for so long
I ain't had a high in so long
I been in the dark for so long
Night is always darkest 'fore the dawn
Gotta make my mark 'fore I'm gone
I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna die alone

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When I turned 13, I blew out my candles, my wish was to be dead at the age of 18

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nothing is healing, time is just killing. time ins't healing, time is revealing

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I hate wasted potential, that sh*t crushes your spirit. It really does, it crushes your soul

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The haves and have-nots. Your mental is the only weapon that lets you fight back

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I've been down bad trying to get back up
Had to make it worse, even more so
So, when I'm at my lowest, there's no other way
I'd only go up, I hope it's so

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Oh, looks desperately for a sign, it's trials and tribulations time
The brave attempts fails and falls flat, he tries to take everything back
He's sure that something will go wrong, and that makes everything go wrong
But still the hope it's strong

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I mean, who's to say you find an answer while living? What if you just die? What if life as we know it is all a game? What if we live for no reason? What if you disappear when you die? Should I cling to life, or should I just kill myself? So many contradictions, contemplations. It's getting harder and harder to mask my pain. I can't tell if I wanna live or if I wanna die. Please, save me

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How many times do I have to have the same lesson before I can change? For real

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Visualize your change and then go to that place. And just be in that place and just stay in that place

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You win some times, you lose some times, it's part of life ay. How could I lose when I exist in something I made?

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Turn your mental prison into a maze. Turn that maze into a place where you're safe

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In comes I
The shortest straw I draw and fantasize
About another time
And walk forward with pride

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Wishing for a less hard lesson, look down listen

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put pride to the side, destiny decides

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If all fails, at least we have each other
If all fails, at least we live another
And if all fails, at least we don't gotta struggle
No more, no more

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Mark my words, I'ma ball without you

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Wrists are for girls, I'm slitting my throat

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And I thought the dead, who have already died, are more fortunate than the living, who are still alive; but better than both is the one who has not yet been, and has not seen the evil deeds that are done under the sun.

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Ваша концепция бога - лишь философия лени и недеяния. Вместо того, чтобы изучать реальные проблемы общества, выявлять их причины и находить решение этих проблем вы отмахиваетесь абстрактным ярлыком "зло", в то же время, вместо того, чтобы изучать удивительные и невероятные события, чтобы найти их причины и повторить их вновь, чтобы сделать мир лучше, вы отмахиваетесь "волей божей", "чудом" и остаетесь на пустом месте.
И вы сами не хотите быть мерой вещей, не надо наказывать человека, ему воздастся, не надо менять общественные отношения, так чтобы голодающих бедных и неимущих не было впринципе - им тоже воздастся за их лишения.
Почему вас так прельщает идея того, что человек - безвольная свеча на ветру, когда человек - неистовое пламя, в котором куётся судьба?

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I regret loving her so much I lost my breath when she was near

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No luck, I'm bored about everyday. I suck, I do nothing to make a change
Building up my anger, I got so much hate. If I were you I'd leave, why don't you walk away?
But you got something to say? 'Cause you keep staring at me. And I would talk to you, but I'm too busy sweating
And the social awkwardness is getting to me. I went too long without socializing

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You are transparent, the city is a shadow. Breathing is hard, the wind is full

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I saw it in the movie.
Happy endings
It's so obvious.
It's a myth.
Since I've realized that
I've done a lot of things
I've come to be able to laugh
I'm able to laugh about it.

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But when you say that it all doesn't matter. There's something there still in you. That's trying to love yourself. I know that you see it too. And know that there's always more to the story. So when the mistake come to you. I'll be here to pull you through. Just be by your side. And give you more than words
Give you more than words

It's been a while since I've found myself. Avoiding risks and all anticipation. Lately, I've been going what, what I really want. There was something there, but is it gone now?. It slips away from me, and now I'm used to being. Stuck in this pool of sadness, disappointment. Feelin' like a fool, but there's more to do. It's not over yet, it's still too early to know

No conceding now from here on, I will take the wheel. Give it all I've got, I get it now, get it now. Where there's a tunnel there's a way out. Do you see the light? And you are there for me. Go on, get along. It's how you'll know how to make it right. There's no quitting now, I get it now, get it now. Let go of the math you know in your heart. What you want? Here goes. Now we can head to freedom. More than ever now you know that this, this is what it takes. Every second count in this life, live only once. Here's your cue to hit the stage, the music's here to stay. Let me, let me show you how it could be

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In the moments I'm not confident in myself, there's never been a single second where I don't believe in you. One way or another, I promise it will all work out.