Don't do it.
... It's a pretty decent game otherwise, but its community with the endless air of toxicity makes it actually just unbearable.
It'll consume all your time(and money, potentially) along with your hopes and dreams, and for what?
Just so you can be perpetually angry, for one reason or another.
If I could just go back in time to 2018 and stop myself from playing this game just because it was recommended by some of my favorite YouTubers, way back in the day? I totally would.
EDIT: Historically speaking, it is probably also THE MOST UNBALANCED video game of all time.
And it has the best player retention just because of how addicting it is. Once it ensnares you into getting invested in it, you just don't get to go away. This game gives you basically 'Stockholm Syndrome', too, where you continue to defend it even though you have every right to hate it for what it does.