I am speechless. This is such a privilege first world problem but I am the most lazy stupid worthless ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ in the entire world. The only character I can compare myself is to Jimmy from GTA 5. I spent 2497 Euros on dumb steam games... I am such a ungrateful piece of ♥♥♥♥. Half of my savings are gone. With my minimum wage job it's going to take 4 months to recoop that cost and I have school in a month. Why why why am I addicted to ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ STEAM GAMES. When my parents confronted me my ungrateful waste of space ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ said it's my money my rules and and a fight with them. I want to sh so hard right now. I don't think my clean streak is going to last long. I HATE MYSELF. How do I apologize to my parents? How do I stop being a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ degenerate? How did I spend 2497 euros in just ten years? ♥♥♥♥ this im dead to me