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Kilian / Sarah   California, United States
 
 
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If you actually read everything here then thanks.

Short summary of my personality is that I'm a lil' avoidant, and I'm adventurous by nature. Aside from my mood swings and somewhat childish personality, I'm usually a rambler at times when it comes to topics I'm really interested in; sometimes I enjoy theorizing on what might happen if it comes to a game or literally ponder on the "what if's" and whatever. To others however, I'm silent and don't make a singular sound; until I start getting comfortable. I can also be a very determined person, usually that side of me doesn't come out unless I REALLY want something.

Otherwise just talk to me and figure out what else there is to my personality, there's layers of it. Prod around, ask questions. I will not judge unless you act inappropriately, especially if we haven't known each other for long.

I do go nonverbal (or rather, I don't message) in times of extreme stress or if I feel I need a break, so if I say I want space; check up in an hour or so to see how I'm doing then.

I can come off as cold when it comes to talking about my thoughts, so keep that in mind. It's not on purpose. I don't enjoy sugarcoating stuff. I try my best to phrase stuff nicely. Don't take stuff I do personally.

I love gyozas, gyozas are my number 1 favorite food and if you object then you're wrong. (Sarcasm.)

I love Kona coffee, it's my favorite coffee to drink. It helps ease my anxiety symptoms, though it sucks when I space out.

I enjoy RPG, Open World, action RPG, and PVE. I don't enjoy being competitive. Huge fan of anything that stokes my adventurous nature.

I prefer both of my names to be used; Sarah or Kilian. Just alternate between them.
Call me a man, woman, or enby. Anything is fine. (As long as you're not invalidating my identity.)
- I identify more as a man, or transmasc.

Favorite colors are white, red, purple, blue, pink, and green.

My favorite flower are red asters - it symbolizes undying devotion.
Loyalty is the most important thing to me.

I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs.

Unless you're my S/O, I do not roleplay (by any degree) and I am not interested in such.

I do get overstimulated by overly loud noises, and prone to agitation as a result of it.
Really bright lights (or flashing lights) are also overstimulating.

55 inches tall (4'7) in height.

That's all I can think of putting here.



Thoughts, words, yada yada. I don't think any of this needs to be said and honestly I will maybe remove this at some point.

(3/31) Rest in peace Taco, you'll always be my little moon. You were a good dog. I'll always love you.

:FFXIIImog:

when the when
chimken

I am about to risk my taste buds to eat the entire hot tamales box, I swear I love cinnamon candy
not as much as gyozas but still

Wish some games like Mystic Heroes came back from the past and somehow, someway, made it onto Steam.

I'm in my nostalgia mood aaagh (it's not bad, it's just that I remember games I used to play so much)
:y_star: Kilian / Sarah [en.pronouns.page] / Nonbinary / 24 (7/18/2000) / Demi-aroace / Single
:y_star: Social anxiety, (Quiet/Discouraged) BPD, ADHD.
:y_star: They/he/she. (All.)
:y_star: Discord: Xarxan

INTP-T 4w5.

Let me know before you add my Discord, otherwise I automatically assume it's a bot.


Carrd [steamxarxanix.carrd.co]

If you wanna know more just read the rest of my profile.




If you need a laugh, here you go! [www.tiktok.com] It popped up in my FYP LMAO.
:y_star: I appreciate those that elaborate in terms of reasoning and aren't malicious, and frankly don't do nor say things that would upset me. (I.E you're careful with your wording while being honest.)

:y_star: I also appreciate my best friend for putting up with me this long. 7 years, how tf???

:y_star: I don't befriend those my friends dislike/hate, and don't keep those around that are friends with those I dislike/hate. It is a boundary.
^ If you're a close or best friend you can request to see my friends list even if it's private and tell me who to remove.

I've moved pretty much everything that needs to be said in my carrd. So these are about the only things I need to leave here.



Attention on games is hopping raagh.

I really like playing support or off-DPS in games, I'll usually have some sort of self-sustain or healing.

Similar to how introverted I am, I'm mostly a solo player when it comes to games. Very rare exceptions apply (I.E good friends.)

This means I'm more-so here for chat purposes. Send a message if you wanna discuss something, be it a game, a game mechanic, youtube videos or the latest news of what's going on.

If Steam or Discord says I'm offline but you see me messaging you or coming online and offline: it means I am on mobile. I am not offline if I am responding.



Comments are private.

If comments aren't public you can just comment on a screenshot.

There might be a point where I decide to make my profile friends-only, it depends on how I feel.
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