dtn
Damon   California, United States
Level
27
Years of Service
800 XP
 
 
It's just a greasy spoon without you.
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I lose motivation to continue all the time.
The only reason that I'm still alive is because of my 'fairytale' thoughts.
I live my life as a lie, pretending it's better than it truly is.
Sometimes I remember this.
Needless to say, it sucks.
I'll sit quietly and think over everything I messed up in my life.
I'll beat myself up over it again and again.
Even so, I'm enjoying the life I know.
My pets understand me and comfort me.
Games distract me from things I don't want to think about.
A crush gives me something to care about.
It's come to a point where I search 'motivational speeches' on Youtube.
Now all I'm typing is about 'me, me, me, me, me' and 'my problems'.
I'm selfish for moping over my own life so much when others have it worse.
I'm a horrible person
But I'm truly grateful for what I have: family, friends, people who I think care about me.
It could just be another one of my 'fairytale' thoughts that I just imagined up again,
But it's why I'm still alive now.
If you're reading this then you took the time and effort to learn about me.
I don't want the notoriety or attention from other people.
What I really want is a reason to live.
Knowing someone out there read up to this point is great.
I probably demolished the English language and massacred the grammar too.
With that said, someone read this and took the time to get here,
But even if not, I'll be pretending someone did.
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notyalK 3 Sep, 2022 @ 1:41am 
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LOL blatant cheater can't win without walls
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This guy photoshops his ESEA rank onto his profile LMAO
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npy 4 May, 2016 @ 4:14pm 
cute profile
Jilessa 19 May, 2015 @ 7:46am 
Just wanted to say that your bio rly motivated me! Keep it up don't let it get the best of you c: