dtn
Damon
California, United States
It's just a greasy spoon without you.
https://play.esea.net/users/693394/records
https://www.faceit.com/en/players/dtnn


I lose motivation to continue all the time.
The only reason that I'm still alive is because of my 'fairytale' thoughts.
I live my life as a lie, pretending it's better than it truly is.
Sometimes I remember this.
Needless to say, it sucks.
I'll sit quietly and think over everything I messed up in my life.
I'll beat myself up over it again and again.
Even so, I'm enjoying the life I know.
My pets understand me and comfort me.
Games distract me from things I don't want to think about.
A crush gives me something to care about.
It's come to a point where I search 'motivational speeches' on Youtube.
Now all I'm typing is about 'me, me, me, me, me' and 'my problems'.
I'm selfish for moping over my own life so much when others have it worse.
I'm a horrible person
But I'm truly grateful for what I have: family, friends, people who I think care about me.
It could just be another one of my 'fairytale' thoughts that I just imagined up again,
But it's why I'm still alive now.
If you're reading this then you took the time and effort to learn about me.
I don't want the notoriety or attention from other people.
What I really want is a reason to live.
Knowing someone out there read up to this point is great.
I probably demolished the English language and massacred the grammar too.
With that said, someone read this and took the time to get here,
But even if not, I'll be pretending someone did.
It's just a greasy spoon without you.
https://play.esea.net/users/693394/records
https://www.faceit.com/en/players/dtnn


I lose motivation to continue all the time.
The only reason that I'm still alive is because of my 'fairytale' thoughts.
I live my life as a lie, pretending it's better than it truly is.
Sometimes I remember this.
Needless to say, it sucks.
I'll sit quietly and think over everything I messed up in my life.
I'll beat myself up over it again and again.
Even so, I'm enjoying the life I know.
My pets understand me and comfort me.
Games distract me from things I don't want to think about.
A crush gives me something to care about.
It's come to a point where I search 'motivational speeches' on Youtube.
Now all I'm typing is about 'me, me, me, me, me' and 'my problems'.
I'm selfish for moping over my own life so much when others have it worse.
I'm a horrible person
But I'm truly grateful for what I have: family, friends, people who I think care about me.
It could just be another one of my 'fairytale' thoughts that I just imagined up again,
But it's why I'm still alive now.
If you're reading this then you took the time and effort to learn about me.
I don't want the notoriety or attention from other people.
What I really want is a reason to live.
Knowing someone out there read up to this point is great.
I probably demolished the English language and massacred the grammar too.
With that said, someone read this and took the time to get here,
But even if not, I'll be pretending someone did.
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Counter-Strike 2
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notyalK 2022년 9월 3일 오전 1시 41분 
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Jacky 2022년 3월 13일 오후 9시 16분 
LOL blatant cheater can't win without walls
goobert 2022년 3월 10일 오후 11시 24분 
This guy photoshops his ESEA rank onto his profile LMAO
Mr Dr Prof Loop 2017년 9월 3일 오후 9시 07분 
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.⁧⁧⁧⁧npy 2016년 5월 4일 오후 4시 14분 
cute profile
Jilessa 2015년 5월 19일 오전 7시 46분 
Just wanted to say that your bio rly motivated me! Keep it up don't let it get the best of you c: