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A person who thinks all the time
Has nothing to think about except thoughts
So, he loses touch with reality
And lives in a world of illusions

By thoughts I mean specifically, chatter in the skull
Perpetual and compulsive repetition of words
Of reckoning and calculating
I'm not saying that thinking is bad
Like everything else it's useful in moderation
"A good servent but a bad master"
And all so-called civilized peoples, have increasingly become crazy and self-destructive, because through excessive thinking they have lost touch with reality
That's to say:
We confuse signs, with the real world.

[This is the beginning of the meditation]

Most of us would have rather money than tangible wealth; and a great occasion is somehow spoiled for us unless photographed
And, to read about in the next day in the newspaper, is oddly, more fun for us than the original event
This is a disaster. For as a result of confusing the real world of nature, with mere science, we are destroying nature. We are so tired up in our minds that we've lost our senses. Time to wake up.
"What is reality?"
Obviously, no one can say!
Because it isn't words!
It isn't... material, that's just an idea!
Reality is...

[The point cannot be explained in words]

I am not trying to put you down!
It's an expression of you as you are.

One must live.

We need to survive
To go on

We must go on.


"Its one of those nights again... The world is so unbearably quiet right now, That I can literally HEAR the silence. Like the abscence of sound is so strong. My mind tries to percieve the nothingness as a sound itself..."

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∈ミ;;;ﾉ,ﾉ　 Tɪᴍᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇɢɪɴ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ, ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴏ
　 ヽヽ　 　ᴛʜᴇʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ!

ah yes, you can tell when people are great friends just by how much crap they put each other through.

The world ish gonna judge you, no matter what chu do. So, do what ever the ♥♥♥♥ you want. Someones opinion of you, doesnt have to become your reality.

Units of Power explained the easy way~
"Horsepower is how fast you hit the wall, Torque is how far you take the wall wiff you."

Death "makes up for" lack of sleep and in mass grave you dont have to sleep alone.

They say you never know what you've got, til it's gone.

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words leave psychological wounds that will never heal.

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars."
"There are a million ways we should've died before today and a million ways we can die before tomorrow."
"LIFE SUCKS, and then you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ die."
"Wat?" - A word commonly used to explain the immense whatthe♥♥♥♥ness of a situation.
"♥♥♥♥ that...♥♥♥♥ this...♥♥♥♥ those...♥♥♥♥ it, life sucks anyways."


A teacher was teaching her second grade class about the government, so for homework that one day, she told her her students to ask their parents what the government is.
When Little Johnny got home that day, he went up to his dad and ask his what the government was.
His dad thought for a while and answered, ''Look at it this way: I'm the president, your mom is Congress, your maid is the work force, you are the people and your baby brother is the future.''
''I still don't get it'' responded the Little Johnny.
''Why don't you sleep on it then? Maybe you'll understand it better,'' said the dad.
''Okay then...good night'' said Little Jonny went off to bed. In the middle of the night, Little Johnny was awakened by his baby brother's crying. He went to his baby brother's crib and found that his baby brother had taken a crap in his diaper. So Little Johnny went to his parent's room to get help. When he got to his parent's bedroom, he looked through the keyhole to check if his parents were asleep. Through the keyhole he saw his mom loudly snoring, but his dad wasn't there. So he went to the maid's room. When he looked through the maid's room keyhole, he saw his dad having sex with his maid. Little Johnny was surprised, but then he just realized something and thinks aloud, ''OH!! Now I understand the government! The President is screwing the work force, Congress is fast asleep, nobody cares about the people, and the future is full of s**t!''


On a serious note.... I am very conserned about my own mental health.... and if I dissapear for long periods of time, I have probably died in horrible accident or just generally suicided.