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Posted: 24 Jun, 2023 @ 12:15pm

叙事是极好的,游戏性欠佳。但是叙事的部分做得非常厉害。

小女孩growing的grandpa,是一种亘古以来便存在着的实体,它原本没有思想,但在与其他生物接触的过程中汲取了他们的思想——有点像现在正火的大语言模型,chatgpt什么的,但它和大语言模型的一个本质区别就是,它有着动物性。它动物性的那一部分让它渴望着皮囊血肉,而它被“投喂”的欲望、想法塑造了它的意识。小女孩喂养的过程是一个“炼私炉”的过程。她将这个存在按她的意愿塑造成了爱她的爷爷。这个存在有被定义为恶魔,也有被称为“针之天使”,它的存在就像一面镜子,是塑造它的人塑造了它。在游戏中,有两个成功地达成目的的案例,一个是山羊跟它达成契约,让它扮演自己的孩子;一个是主角小女孩让它成为了爱她的爷爷,(在较好的结局中)让自己的父母“变好”。他们的共同点便是,这两位的愿望非常纯粹,也都成功完成了仪式。游戏中也有失败的案例,是因为那个研究员没有完成仪式,愿望也并不纯粹,因此最后被它吞噬。它就像一面镜子,小女孩纯粹地认为实体是自己的爷爷,所以实体最后也成为了爱她的爷爷;实验员认为实体再怎么说都是一个披着皮的怪物,所以实体也如他的愿成为了怪物,将他吞噬。这个故事非常有魅力——单纯的小女孩偶遇了在世间徘徊万亿年的以人欲望为食的实体,它的存在早于符号的诞生,它的动物性渴望着血肉,而她只是渴望着爱。


我非常喜欢游戏中这段对话(自己翻译的):
So much of your lives are made up and yet what comes to pass was always once a fiction.
构成你们生命的许多东西是虚构的,而将要发生的那些也仅仅是一瞬的虚无。
You doubt yourself and your plans before they are even begun...
你们怀疑你们自己,甚至在决策实行之前,你们怀疑你们的计划……
And you believe what is in front of you as if the essence of things was not something you put there long ago...
你们也相信,你们眼前事物的内核不复之前的存在…… / 你们也相信,你们眼前旧往塑造的事物的内核不复之前的存在…… / 你们宁愿相信你们眼前的事物不复之前的存在,也不愿相信它的内核没有改变,而这事物明明是你们自己塑造而成的。 / 你们之前塑造了一个东西,那个东西明明是你们自己塑造的,但你们觉得它已经不是你们先前塑造的它了。
Too much doubt can suffocate even the surest thing. Only with patience and growth and nurtuing does something become what it will be.
太多的怀疑甚至会改变注定发生的事。只有耐心、培养和哺育下才会让某些事物成为它原本应该成为的模样。


这也就是为什么小女孩能成功“grow grandpa”的原因吧。她的决策坚定、意识坚定,也遵循了仪式。

生活何尝不也是这样呢。这也是我非常痴迷于这个故事的原因,它窥见了我们生活的一部分,并用故事非常贴合地叙述了出来。故事有神秘的存在、未知的恐惧、纯粹的天性、确实的苦难……。从某种角度上来说,大家想要什么都得到什么了(虽然达成目的的手段并不是世俗意义上的“好手段”),是个很如意又温柔的故事。
我很爱这个故事。



The narrative is superb, the gameplay is lacking. But the narrative part is very powerfully done.

Little girl growing's grandpa, is an entity that has existed since the beginning of time, it originally did not have a mind, but in the process of contact with other creatures to learn their thoughts - a bit like the current hot big language model, chatgpt or something, but it and the big language model of a fundamental difference is that it has an animal nature. The animal part of it longs for flesh and blood, while the desire to be "fed" shapes its consciousness. The process of feeding the little girl is a process of "refining the furnace". She molded the being into a loving grandfather as she wished. This being is defined as a demon, or as an "angel of needles", and its existence is like a mirror, shaped by the one who shaped it. In the game, there are two cases of successful achievement of the purpose, one is the goat to make a contract with it, let it play their own children; one is the protagonist of the little girl let it become a loving grandfather, (in the better ending) to make their parents "good". What they have in common is that these two wishes are very pure, and both successfully completed the ritual. There are also cases of failure in the game, because the researcher did not complete the ritual, and the wish was not pure, so it was eventually consumed. It is like a mirror, the little girl purely thought that the entity was her grandfather, so the entity ended up becoming a grandfather who loved her; the experimenter thought that the entity was a monster in skin any more, so the entity became a monster as he wished and devoured him. The story is very charming - the simple little girl stumbles upon the entity that has wandered the world for trillions of years feeding on human desires, whose existence predates the birth of the symbol, whose animal nature craves flesh and blood, while she simply craves love.


I really like this dialogue in the game (translated by myself):
So much of your lives are made up and yet what comes to pass was always once a fiction.
构成你们生命的许多东西是虚构的,而将要发生的那些也仅仅是一瞬的虚无。
You doubt yourself and your plans before they are even begun...
你们怀疑你们自己,甚至在决策实行之前,你们怀疑你们的计划……
And you believe what is in front of you as if the essence of things was not something you put there long ago...
你们也相信,你们眼前事物的内核不复之前的存在…… / 你们也相信,你们眼前旧往塑造的事物的内核不复之前的存在…… / 你们宁愿相信你们眼前的事物不复之前的存在,也不愿相信它的内核没有改变,而这事物明明是你们自己塑造而成的。 / 你们之前塑造了一个东西,那个东西明明是你们自己塑造的,但你们觉得它已经不是你们先前塑造的它了。(这里也比较喜欢博伟君的翻译:你们宁愿相信眼前所看到的事物的后果,也不愿意去意识到那些事物本就是你们曾经种下的因)
Too much doubt can suffocate even the surest thing. Only with patience and growth and nurtuing does something become what it will be.
太多的怀疑甚至会改变注定发生的事。只有耐心、培养和哺育下才会让某些事物成为它原本应该成为的模样。


This is why the little girl succeeded in "growing grandpa". Her decision making was firm, her consciousness was strong, and she followed the ritual.

Life is just like that. That's why I'm so obsessed with this story, it glimpses a part of our lives and narrates it in a story that fits very well. The story has the mystery of existence, the fear of the unknown, the pure nature, the suffering that does ......
In some perspective, everyone gets what they want (although the means to achieve the end is not "good means" in the secular sense), and it's a very satisfying and tender story.
I love this story so much.





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