I wish to be found because surely I am lost. Everyone I talk to I end up loving and people who talk to me end up loving me but its never the same. is it really this hard to find a likewise soul? or perhaps I am not searching enough. they say to let love find you but how can you find that which cannot be located? I am bubbly I am friendly I am loyal but despair is like a deep dark abyss and so my light cannot be seen by others not willing to look beyond the facade. they look and see the blank and assume nothing to be there and go about their lives. I am surrounded by "friends" but I am very lonely....