I don’t personally believe the earth is flat, but if you asked me if I can say with 100% certainty that the earth is round; I don’t think I can give you that guarantee. I really hope one day we are given credible information on this, and that I may be able to see outside of our own atmosphere one day with my own eyes. Because NASA is not to be trusted, we can no longer consider what NASA says legitimate

1. Zabit
2. Kevin Randleman
3. Cody garbrant
4. Kron Gracie
5. Raul rosas

Dark means everything to me

I used to feel like I have nothing and will never have anything; that’s why I made dark

When my day is bad I remember I at least have my clan

Dark is my friendships
Dark is where I journal my thoughts.

If I ever get to open up my own buisness one day or my own jiu jitsu gym I want to name it Dark

I want my kids to join Dark

I want to die and Have Dark live on,

I’ve always have had a love for clans, and I find nothing cringe about it,

I want to design a dark team logo, A flag I can proudly hang in my room and one day my Gym,

I truly mean it when I say I want every single one of my Dark members to thrive and live a life much better then my Own.

It’s day 7 of my t break and I’m finding it very hard to find any motivation to do this anymore, all I feel all day is angry or ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ashamed, I have no will of life

Today was my first day back on the mats since Wednesday, and it kicked my ass, I was nauseous during all my rolls, I pushed through and defiently still got some great rounds in, this summer I’ll be focusing on Playing off my back in guard, along with learning how to really pressure someone when I get on top, I need to also work and develop more pin escapes throughout the summer, I want to become a master of all of the fundamentals.

I defiently think my lack of sleep over the last 4 days and my complete loss of appetite was a huge reason too why I was so nauseous today, but it’s a trade off im more then willing too take,

Defiently starting to crave weed a lot less, I have started to demonize it if I’m being honest, but I will say it defiently does entice me sometimes throughout the day

But I am very grateful for this mental clarity I’ve been having, even on top of all the Fog of not sleeping well, I still feel my mind is moving at a pace that I certainly couldn’t keep up with all day while smoking, I’m very grateful the hard part is almost over and I really want to see the rest of the benefits I’ll experience by withdrawing myself from THC