2021年的暑假入坑cs
菜是真菜，我既没有天赋，也没有去努力
嘛，这倒无所谓，游戏的初衷是开心
重要的是这个游戏确乎成为了我生活的一部分
虽然说在学校里我没有办法和别人交流它，因为学校的同学都注重于手游
我显得格格不入，但我没有自卑反而有一种莫名的骄傲
这部陪伴了我这么久的游戏带给我了许多酸甜苦辣咸的过往经历
从一开始的上头到后来的自满自卑圆滑不屑
虽然经常说它哪里哪里差，挂怎么怎么多
但好歹还是保留了极大的热情与期待
期待着下一个大行动，期待着新引擎的更新...
嘛，虽然官方只会一拖再拖就是了
不过总的来说还是很喜欢
在这个地方我收获了许许多多的独一无二的友情
经历了各种各样感动开心难过的事情
渐渐地把自己的生活也融入进去了
每次游玩都会遇见形形色色的人
也许会让我气急败坏，暴跳如雷
但它的游戏魅力摆在那里，还是好过这些
金钱的投入虽说看起来不多，但对于我这种人来说已经是很大一部分了
好在也没有亏损，甚至小赚
我相信我会坚持到获得五年勋章，甚至十年
但愿吧...
我steam生涯的开始，那么我也希望它能陪伴到我的结束

In the summer of 2021, I entered the pit CS
The dish is a real dish, and I have neither the talent nor the effort to do it
Well, it doesn't matter, the original intention of the game is to have fun
The important thing is that the game has become a part of my life
Although I couldn't communicate it with others at school, because my classmates at school focused on mobile games
I looked out of place, but instead of having low self-esteem, I had an inexplicable pride
This game, which has been with me for so long, has brought me a lot of ups and downs
From the beginning of the head to the later complacency, inferiority, sleek and disdainful
Although it is often said where it is bad, how much it hangs
But I still retained great enthusiasm and anticipation
Looking forward to the next big action, looking forward to the update of the new engine...
Hawkers, although the official will only delay it again and again
But overall I still like it
I have gained a lot of unique friendships in this place
I have experienced all kinds of things that have touched me, made me happy, and sad
Gradually, I integrated my own life into it
Every time you play, you'll meet all kinds of people
Maybe it will make me angry and furious
But the charm of its game is there, and it's still better than that
The investment of money may not seem like much, but it is a large part of it for people like me
Fortunately, there were no losses, or even small gains
I'm sure I'll stick with it until I get a five-year medal, or even ten years
I hope so...
The beginning of my Steam career, then I hope it stays with me until the end