My friends recommended me a game name counter strike a few months ago and I was crazy about it since then, there was a time i would train myself , Like killing 1000 bots a day every weekend, watching majors wishing I would learn something form it, I have downloaded so many videos that contains tips, training methods and courses that relate to this game, counter strike globe offense, I love this game, depressed on9, me, was thirst to improve his skill, the training was horribly bored and tiresome, but the desire to get better at the game drives me to do so, after doing all those, I still cant be any better compare to myself when i played this game at the first time several months ago. I question myself many times, sometimes I would even question my brain, is it really works like anybody else? I am still being a nerd in the game, I cant even carry a silver team to victory now, I am depressed and thats why

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Many of u may wonder, that why me, “depressed on9” would have such a weird name,