as i stare blankly at my screen, i can only feel emptiness. I am lonely, i wish i could go back to a time where i had friends around me, but no more, i have lost it all, i gave up what made me unique, i stopped caring for myself and now i face the consequences of my self-flagellating sins. I gave up my girlfriend to play minion rush, when i was 13 i met a girl who i would date later on, i liked her and she was kind to me, but i never liked her more than as a friend, my true love was minion rush, she broke up with me because she thought i had cheated, i was to busy playing minion rush to care... Years passed and all my friends moved away, they started collage, made new friends and became different people because i was too busy playing minion rush to have them remember why we were friends in the first place. I have abandoned my mother, my father, my sister, i haven't left my room for as long as i can remember, i haven't showered nor eaten as i hope the bugs might see me as a feast, all i think about is minion rush, and it pains me.

I do not look forward to anything that doesn't have minions on it, all i see, all i am was reduced to pixels on a small screen and little yellow people running and laughing and giggling and living the joyful life i could not be bothered to chase after.

Sometimes i wonder if there even is an "i" anymore, beyond Minion Rush, i have no real sense of self, i only follow what my brain demands and lack any other desire, i lack a story, i lack an identity, and it doesn't hurt, but i know it's painful, i know a mother could never love me, i know no priest could rescue me, i am not broken, and that's the worst part, there's nothing to fix, no new resolution that i haven't heard, i want to be miserable, i want to feel horrible and pained.... That way, Minion Rush can be my escape, when bugs crawl on me, i can look further into the screen and lose myself on it.

Please take me away from my self inflicted torture, this toxin has grown on my veins and i can no longer survive without. I need minion rush, i love minion rush, i hate minion rush, i am nothing without minion rush, i am nothing with minion rush. I wish i could be a sparrow, i would fly away somewhere nice, and when i die, i will nurture another being, i will be of use until my last breath. But i cant abandon this life, it won't let me, anytime i get a little more confident, it gives me boosters and ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. Please, help me god, if there is any higher power, i beg for help to free myself from minion rush, and if that help does come, i want it to be painful