Happy, I just want to be happy
I cry instead of laughing
I lie awake just waiting
I spend my life just staying
Inside instead of saying
To my friends how I'm sorry
They tell me to be happy, be happy
Maybe my friends all call me lazy
Behind my back, they act like
They all completely know me
Or maybe I'm just crazy
Not everything's about me
I'm in a downward spiral
Go back to sleep and smile