My Life

I hope nobody is reading this. (awkward..)

Personal Note : From the day I was aware of my surroundings, my life was filled with misery. I'm not complaining about it to anyone because, mine is more emotional based (I think..) and normally try to deal with it on my own. I know others may have it tougher than me and some might prioritize their struggle over mine but, I don't. Everyone struggles and it makes us all feel overwhelmed.

Grew up from three years old to sixth grade alienated by those around me not in regards to race, gender, etc. Nobody was there to count on or trust. I eventually admitted that I just move on forward with life as "I will always be alone." It took time to adjust to it and I had no other option but "chain" my heart. I was always an emotional and caring person that was willing to do anything. In time, my family taught me it was meaningless and weak to be emotional and over-caring.

At a very young age (three years old), I was positive with what I wanted to do in life and who I wanted to become as a person. The only problems were that I was too young for my age to accomplish the goals I intended to pursue, I forced myself to be someone else in hopes to keep my family happy, and I knew that I lacked any practical or theoretical knowledge. So, I decided to do what's best... Stay with my family, listen to their rules, learn from them, and always be supportive of them.

Overtime, I felt misery, pain, suffering, hunger, etc. I lead myself to break up myself in personality and still kept it to myself. This was caused by trying to fit in my own family and keep them happy. It almost sounds like a myth or fairytale now. Seven fragments of light (a.k.a. My good side.) and two pieces of darkness. I know we all have our good and bad sides but these are on more like terms of a split personality. Granted, I do not go off with mood swings and represent alternate personalities in society. But, I experience the mental conflict that affects my behavior or performance. I can even define the seven light and two dark fragments into the precise vocabulary that defines each one. I now live on my own trying to write or create my own path.

I'm not going to say any more about myself because of how the past carved and edged my personality and the amount of typing required would be at least 100 pages long. I'm not exaggerating because I wrote it all before in a document. All that was intended in making this profile log was creating a diary log of many things that happened so far (even though there is a lot of it missing), practing on my communication skills in terms of essays or documents, and trying to be more open with others. My friends call me the cool, innocent, quiet girl. Not sure why on some cases but I noticed it was because of the way I interact with them and others around me.

Even though I don't play online much, I try to manage contacts somehow. I'm such a loner sometimes (like finishing DragonBall Xenoverse entirely solo or NPCs.)

Player Experience

Currently Have:
~DragonBall Xenoverse
~Warframe
~Elsword
~Rumble Fighter
Games Played:
~Crash Bandicoot (Entire Playstation 1,2, & 3 Series)
~Spyro the Dragon (1 & 2)
~Kingdom Hearts 2
~DragonBall Z(Entire Playstation 2 Series)
~Gran Turismo (1 & 2)
~Dark Cloud 2
~Ratchet and Clank (Deadlock, Going Commando, All for One)
~Rayman (1, 2, Rush)
~Sonic Riders Zero Gravity

Note: I only mentioned the most favorite or memorable games I played.

Personal Stats

Memory: Abnormally Accurate (Currently: Unstable)
Handeling: Fair
Accuracy: Fair
Hand-Eye Coordination: Poor
Leadership: Positive/Fair
Sportsmanship: Respectable
Combo Speed: 3 hits per second
Gamer Stamina: Low
Problem Solving Level: Good/Fair
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Overall Player Level (0-10): 5