and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?


Feels like I'm ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ caged in!
Straight outta bed, outta meds
Outta lead, to blow the ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ back of my head out!

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Now I lay myself to sleep,
Now that I can rest in peace
I'm questioning my misery
My Deathwish granted peaceful sleep
My body turns in worms for the birds to eat
Eternal decay for eternity

I've been dreaming of a reason not to paint the fu*king ceiling
With my brains and my pain, that's just how the fu*k I'm feeling
Tired of hurting, feeling worthless, is this God thing really working?
Pointless searching for a purpose, meet me at my service

haunted, haunted
i can't escape my mind
it's like i'm doing time all the time
exhausted, lost it
just one little line
have this talk with god all the time

Tonight we guaranteeing graves, tonight's the night we ride
Tomorrow will never come, yeah, tonight's the night we die
Yesterday I met my death, I think it's been a long time
Stuck in limbo with my kinfolk, gave my life to $uicide


i am the shipwreck with its scattered and soaked wood littering the ocean like a nest of roaches. The water smothers me, and it waits for my body on the ocean floor. I am the captain. I stand on my ship, never leaving it’s side, for tonight I sleep in a shark’s stomach. The tears and rain both hit my face, as i lay on the deck and wait to drown. I am the thunder. Hear me roar as i deafen all. I conduct my orchestra as loud as possible with a violent smash. I am washing the splinters from within my heart and i scream as it pumps. I let my lungs fill with water as the broken tub leaks.




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