λlyssa
Receive You the Hyperactive, with an exclamation of joy.
 
 
I'm dying...


"You feel so isolated and disconnected from the world around you..
Desperately searching for meaning that always seems to be just out of reach.."

Not even the passage of time could heal my pain.
In fact, it only made it worse.
Remember... When everything was better...

When you made me feel joy it made you smile,
but now,
I feel your stress

Standing in a cold place
Don't you know?
Rust away

My grievance is mine
My sadness is mine
My loss is mine

I hold on I hold on I hold on
'cause that's the only thing
the one thing I can control

Pray, for the maid, that you lost along the way...
Always remember, our struggles, my name...

After all, compared to everyone else...
Those who are struggling just to get through their daily lives...
The dreams don't mean a damn thing.
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28 May, 2022
I hope you'll greet me with a smile soon enough. I'm so sorry for everything.

10 April, 2024
I'll remember you.

19 July, 2024
I'm losing it big time... how long can this go on?
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Important nomad to some in particular.
A self destructive, bridge burner, forgetful (Ex) maid.
Grief stricken. Battler for my own dream. With a reminiscent mood.
Let me be your everything and your puppet

I'll still learn to believe in you all.

Please don't wait for me to make a move. I can barely stand as is.
If you have a need/want of this maid, request and I will get it done... maybe.
I will reciprocate your own move, if I'm interested.

Life is written in the ultimate single stroke of a brush.
That's why you've gotta make every moment count.

You have given me a gift, beyond measure: A fledgling will, that burns within my breast.
Yet for your sake, I would fain relinquish all I have-- All that I am.

Value is attached to your soul. Value inheres in life


Please refrain from engaging in the following activities, involving beating, slapping, punching, kicking, burning, cutting, tearing, breaking, shooting, injuring, traumatizing, damaging, or wounding the Ex-maid

...Please don't forget to avoid attempts to humiliate, degrade, insult, belittle, bully, taunt, mock, ridicule, invalidate, distress, agonize, harass, or oppress the Ex-maid.
Pain and grief now sit where a symbol of hope used to be.
Pain and grief now sit where a symbol of hope used to be.

Eight years and counting

Tender Sugar

My so many things
I have Hiriu Brain Rot.

Izzy.

Hang in there.



Just a little further and my dreams would have been realized. I can’t believe I was that naive

All I can do is push those memories as deep inside myself as I can, and wait for them to die.

Sometimes, the << best memories >> make the << hurtful ones worse >>

“And it was just outside the furnace, where I S ranked my mother’s corpse” - Hiriu 2021

9:13 AM - ?lsnana.chr: but thanks for being here with me :)
9:13 AM - Brocas: :)

3:05 PM - ?lsnana.chr: SAY *SCREAM
3:05 PM - Brocas: say *scream
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Sato 🧡 13 hours ago 
okay

*picks up under armpits like a cat and tactical airlifts to the skies*
Lot Creator 16 hours ago 
*bonks with cardboard tube* :SisterRam:
λlyssa 7 Aug @ 12:09am 
Just pull me out of here.
Sato 🧡 6 Aug @ 11:26pm 
Would if I could, but I don't think I can do a lot other than throw money at people and ask them to stop...
λlyssa 6 Aug @ 10:56pm 
Help me...
Sato 🧡 6 Aug @ 5:37pm 
wa, whole lot of biting going on here... spooky..