PapaGhanda
Paul Clayton   Midland, Ontario, Canada
 
 
" Rationalizing Irrational Fear - Ж "

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Mother Earth and Father Time make God genderless and divine

When attempting to rationalize irrational fear one would consider the fact of insanity. That would then beg the question, what is insanity? Is it Good? or Bad? Would it not just be yourself lost in yourself to the point of no return? Spinning in a circular room? Waiting on an elevator without ever knowing what floor you want to get off on? Lost in yourself would probably be the best way to describe the rationalization of irrational fear.

Call me crazy, but I think we are all insane. We are all so insane that we are only a part of the spinning circular room. We are merely the finger of the person stuck in the elevator not knowing what floor to get off on(Undone - Amazon). Don't even get me started on numbers.

I think the closest thing to insanity is schizophrenia. I think I figured out how we are all schizophrenic. And that's okay because so is being insane. It begins with faith. What we doubt and what we put our faith into. We all innately doubt ourselves and put our faith in something outside of our own being. An attempt to find a path to more of ourselves through a higher power. Tough pill to swallow, but the ability to read the alphabet is putting faith in something outside of ourselves. The mere fact that you are reading this is proof that you are putting your faith outside of yourself.

So the cliche schizophrenic would be in a padded room. There would be many Whiteboards and colored markers. They would write all sorts of messages to themself. At the very least they would have a pad and a pen. All sorts of scribbling. They are so lost in themself and their faith in the alphabet is so extreme they are in an expression of self-defeat. They are victims of life. A victim of themself. They are justified.

The cliche devout worshipper, that may suffer from apophenia, would sacrifice much. So much it can even be an entire day. For argument's sake let's use the day Sunday. They are putting their faith outside of themself into a god. They serve a higher power that has a moral compass that is "good". (Good vs Evil is a whole 'nother story). They don't find themself in a padded room with scribbling. They are reading someone else's scribblings from a padded room. They believe in it in a less aggressive manner. Regardless, they are putting their faith into some sort of symbolic form of energy. It could be the alphabet, the trees, the mountains, the TV, their favourite drug, a god... They worship something outside of themself.

So afraid of what? Is it ourselves? What are we so hypnotized by? I think we are all hypnotized by the alphabet. I think we are in the Alphabet(a) Hypnosis. Ruled by the alphabet. We all have a brain. You are reading these letters. Brain waves exist. ZAP!, for example, alerts your attention. Well get this, maybe this is just a dream. Maybe we are still asleep. What do we do to wake up? Maybe we become more aware of the other brain waves. Which are Gamma, Theta, and Delta. Hey Alpha Beta, meet Gamma, Theta, and Delta. They all wave to each other. *hi* *high* So many Brain Waves. The order of things is Gamma, Beta, Alpha, Theta, Delta. That's the order of things. For now.


The decision to not be insane? I think it is more fun to be insane. Be lost in ourselves. So lost you scribble on the wall so you don't make the same mistake over and over. I guess that's where the expression, "The writing is on the wall" comes from. Someone else's pad(ded) room. I guess you could call this a padded room. The Rationalization of Irrational Fear. You're Welcome?



- Paul C, 2022

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PapaGhanda - 2023
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I believe there is no hope. Or, at least the ability to intentionally give false hope.

Which would mean we are relieved from duty.

No hope?
No need
No want

Leaves only desire!

🙈🙉🙊

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Out of touch, over reaction is impossible.
In touch, over reaction all the time.

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Wild appropriation, or wildly domesticated?

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Is being compassionate not the same as lowering your standards? Or is it just the ability to love, "I", from finding fault of own self, with the assumptions others will do the same?

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Time⌚, Gender, Worth/Value:

It's okay to worship Men over time, as long as you don't devalue Women the same way.

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I fill your head with smoke🤯. Then I whisper with the wind to clear it. 💨

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Vanity leads to Insanity. Clarity found in hilarity

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Your brain is a computer, how do you think/process information? Most people are:

base2 - Binary 1/0 - All or Nothing

Expand your awareness:

Numerologic codes to find base10 thinking:

0 - in on the task at hand
1 - step at a time
2 - knock on wood twice for goodluck
3 - strikes you're out. NO!
4 - whisper
5 - sense/fingers human
6 - watch my back. OK.
7 - you're lucky
8 - too much information
9 - curiosity killed the cat who had 9 lives.

10 - paradigm(dime[10{time⌚}]) 1/0

Reset

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How to prevent panic attacks? How to stop being paranoid?

Use code 8-0-4

Channel 8 - 6th Chakra (third eye[too much information])
Channel 0 - South West Hemisphere of your brain ( 0 in on the task at hand )
Channel 4 - South East Hemisphere of your brain ( 4 whisper )

Creates a Triangle

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Base16 thinking:

0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 A B C D E F ( Make Music/Energy )

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Base32 Thinking: 3rd Dimension 🌍 awareness. 5 Brainwaves 👋 :

GAMMA (above 30 Hz)
BETA (above 12 Hz)
ALPHA (8-12 Hz)
THETA (4-8 Hz)
DELTA (0.1 to 3.5 Hz)

Yawn. Boring. 🥱

Base64 Thinking: Now the fun part. Allow me to introduce you to 5th dimensional 🌐 awareness involving 8 Brainwaves 🌊:

0mega
Gamma
Beta
Alpha
Theta
Delta
Epsilon
Foxtrot

(-3) Omega [outside your left ear<mind>] ¦ (-2) Gamma [left ear] ¦ (-1) Beta [left half of your brain] ¦ (0) Alpha [Center, penial gland] ¦ (+1) Theta [Right side of your brain] ¦ (+2) Delta [Right Ear[ ¦ (+3) Epsilon [outside your right ear <mind>]


8 - 0 - Foxtrot (4) Above your head, Crown chakra, turn the 8 sideways, and imagine strings pulling you, who is your puppet master?

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What's the difference between schizophrenia and telepathy? Paranoia vs Pronoia!

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Wearing your heart on your sleeve is very dangerous. But, I am starting to believe, it's the only way to live without fear.

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So Base 64, introduction to chakra system, and 4 main sectors of your brain (for now[more clarity, Base128/256 and connections to be made later])

Base64 thinking is pretty much the ability to use punctuation, like this(and this).

Exclaim things!
Questions things?
Make statements.

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Chakra system with Negative and Positive Energy:

0 (Dark Purple [Feet]) - Negative Energy
1 (Red[Reproductive Organ]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
2 (Orange[Below Navel]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
3 (Yellow[[slightly above Nave]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
4 (Green[Heart]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
5 (Blue[Throat]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
6 (Indigo[Third Eye]) - - Negative Left / Positive Right
7 (Violet)[Crown Chakra]) - Negative Left / Positive Right
8 (White[above Head]) - Positive. Turn the number 8 sideways above your head. it is Infinity Symbol.


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Four Quandrants of your brian:

North East (top right[+]) - RAM
North West (top left[-] ) - Think out loud, thought bubble
South East (bottom right[+]) - REM
South West (bottom left [-]) - Data record (tape, CD, dvd, blu ray, hard drive, ssd etc.)

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First Dimension:

Water (-) [Left]
Fire (+) [Right]
Wind (-/+) [Centre]
Earth (-) [Ground]

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Second Dimension:

X/Y

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Third Dimension:

X/Y/Z

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Fourth Dimension:

You reading this through space/time without me having to physically be there for you to read it.


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Focus point, where do we focus? usually outside ourselves. If our brain is in our head, and our mind is outside, why are we always so focused on our mind and what we think matters? Isn't it our brain that actually matters?

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I think now is a good time to bring clarity to the idea of schizophrenia, and "hearing voices". Not that hard to go on the internet and Google "inner dialogue".

You're driving in the car and a sign says stop, you "Stop".


A new friend you met recently pronounces the word funny, so for the next little while every time you see the sign you hear it in their voice.

The severity of which you make the voice your own, or the clarity you allow it to be theirs.

VcOoIvCeEr


That's why the power of suggestion, combined with music, is so powerful. It is why "The Beetles" were censored and edgy in their time. Anti-war and pro peace through music and lyric that would get stuck in people's minds and suggest ideas for decades.

It's a fools errand to think one came up with a thought on their own. There is no such thing as independent thought. However, ideas, especially good ones, are bullet proof.


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"Barely comprehensible"

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PapaGhanda 22 Nov, 2023 @ 8:06pm 
Well, I give up on King. I changed my name originally from PapaGhanda (opposite of propaganda) because as I aged, more and more females were playing. And I would get into lobbies and they would complain "I don't want to call you Papa" and I would say, "call me Ghanda". One even said "I don't want to call you that either". I realized there are a lot of daddy issues gwanning (4th wave feminism hate patriarchy). We are at 5th wave almost, so I think it's nigh time to go back to my roots.
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