The lilies wilted，
Waving down into my coffin，
Goodbye, my youth expensed，
Goodbye, my innocence，
Should I be mad?
Should I be glad?
Am I enough?
How can I be enough so I'm proud of myself?
Reaching my goals，
Distracting my feelings changed nothing at all，I’m still my insatiable self，
Isn’t it better to be dumb?
To be ignorant?
Not knowing there is liberty in this world not meant for me，
May the lilies bloom for me。