You know who you are. You know what you did. You know the desolation you wrought upon yourself will be enforced. You knew where the line was and you crossed it all on your own- if you even think for one second we weren't kidding about the punishment, well, then I hope it hurts bad enough that you learn to be afraid of that sort of ♥♥♥♥♥♥ for the rest of your life and don't inflict it on anyone else.

I'm not going to be the personal butler and caretaker for an adult manbaby who cannot take the first step on the path of recovery because it involves a little ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ painful introspection in a way that doesn't involve excusing oneself of any wrongdoing because you're "just here for a good time not a long time" and whatever other ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ excuse you want to put forth for giving up so easily. You can try to come back when you've fixed your own ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ self and have the mental maturity to be a stable, reliable human being that doesn't use others as crutches.

And yes, try. Not simply can. Nothing's guaranteed for you anymore.

Even if by some miracle you make it back- you're back to square one. Nothing. You can put the effort in to rebuild all you threw away at the drop of a hat.




Only the smouldering embers of hope once held out, that friends would be friends, remains.
Only the faint wisps, of a soul that once cared, are left.

I am so very done with you and your ilk.








Amber Run - I Found

And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as focal point
So I don’t lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I miss you more than I thought I would
Oh I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind
And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me, talk some sense to me
[x2]
And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
Oh I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind
And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me, talk some sense to me
[x4]

2518 [soundcloud.com] [Arcade High Remix]



























It's fun when I meet toxic haters and they have the flimsiest ad hominem arguments ever <3 [pastebin.com]