Name: John or daddy John.


Age: 22


From: Athens, Greece 💙


Gender: W.IT.N - Asexual


Status: Need help


Birthday Date: 16 November 2002


Political Ideology: Anarcho-communism.


Music is my life. https://open.spotify.com/user/31qhykbqwo566yvgbik5ogz6au7u
Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/johnjohnfallz/
Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/johnjohn.fallz/
Steam 1. https://gtm.steamproxy.vip/id/johnthelong/
Steam 2. https://gtm.steamproxy.vip/id/loongjohn/
Steam 3. https://gtm.steamproxy.vip/id/SluttyJooon/
Discord. deleted_user_89b43d03a584.
Twitch. https://www.twitch.tv/slutty_rebecca
Youtube. https://www.youtube.com/@destryevsquad4825
OnlyFans. htps://onlyfans/com




- Yes i am a Femboy.


- Long Distance is the purest form of love 💖.
- Even if you glue it, it will still be leaking so take care of it as it still whole.
- Happiness is an option, get up and look yourself in the mirror and say i am gonna make this the best day of my life.
- Love is not only a feeling, it is a decision and a commitment, prove me wrong 💙
- Choose wisely who's gonna sleep next to you, you never know what you will wake up to. You might also never wake up.
- What i learned so far from people is that they do the same mistakes over and over, so choose someone that once they make up for it they never do that again. That's the highest form of self respect.
- Your life is your own journey, it is their choice whos gonna follow you, you are here to choose not to implore.
- The more you give the less you recieve. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=we6bpBXMwOo
- Maturing is actually taking accountability.
- Before getting into a relationship, maybe you should learn what narcisism is.

I have been struggling with depression for quite a few years, i can say that things were always very difficult, my form of depression comes from loneliness, or romantic loneliness if you may so and i do not mean that i am lonely as a person, i always felt like i am the defect of my generation, from the way i care or that i love or express myself, i believe i have been born in the worst time possible, i feel condemned and punished that i want to love, friendship and live life dissimilar than my peers, in the end i know that whats left is myself which is something i have never lost so far but i do i believe i have lost a lot already. I do find it hard to trust people, i do make it hard for them as well to talk to me let alone be next to me.
In my overthinking mind i always say, am i suppose to end up alone?
I am 22 when do i get to experiance love? There is not a right age right? I know what love is, for me at least. Love for me is the feeling of safety when you are with someone, when nothing is forced and everything is calm and peacefull, you go with the flow and when there are bad days and they are away from you you miss every inch of them and await for their presence to arrive because you know that you wouldn't choose anybody else.
Seems like a mountain to me to getting to know new people every now and then, it is not just the effort or the mental campacity of the brain that overloads after a certain point that is draining but i always seem to loose my excitment to learn and stick to new people coming to my life, them and their diffrent personalities. Who actually cares about others though? Isn't that the new norm. Eat, drink. fu*k, and sleep and live your life without giving F's?
When did we got tho this point i do question.


I encourage you the reader if you are struggling with mental problems, depression or a mental breakdown and you need someone to talk to, you can add me. I am not perfect but i know how it feels to be misconstrued and lonely. I wish my words have a meaning to you 🖤.



My PC specs 💜


GPU - Gigabyte GeForce RTX 5090 Master Ice.
https://www.plaisio.gr/anavathmisi-diktia/anavathmisi-pc/kartes-grafikon/gigabyte-vga-geforce-rtx-5090-aorus-master-ice-32-gb_4702700?srsltid=AfmBOoqppDMR1BjZLkd-QnoFpbNU19E1Uej9OYr75i-3dN-PEVX0CCaY

CPU: Intel i9 13900KF
https://www.towershop.gr/product/cpu-intel-raptor-lake-i9-13900kf-24-cores-4-3-ghz-36mb-125w-lga1700-box-no-graphics/

RAM: Corsair Vegence 64GB DDR5 6000mz
https://www.plaisio.gr/anavathmisi-diktia/anavathmisi-pc/mnimes-ram/corsair-desktop-ram-vengeance-lpx-64gb-kit-6000mhz-ddr5_4187059?gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=22168404479&gbraid=0AAAAAD3W6OnZpdNkrq2WIW8_9pSMvCY1y&gclid=Cj0KCQjw-4XFBhCBARIsAAdNOks8sU6QjwzsFiKZhcMIJ-Cg7JQvZ5M7RzZdQedgHQup-3Epxoj_l8EaAkZaEALw_wcB

Motherboard: B760M Aorus elite v1
https://www.gigabyte.com/Motherboard/B760M-AORUS-ELITE-AX-rev-1x/support#support-dl-bios

Power Supply: Corsair 1500W Platinum
https://www.plaisio.gr/anavathmisi-diktia/anavathmisi-pc/trofodotika/corsair-psu-hx-series-1500i-w80-platinum_4766296?gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=22168404479&gbraid=0AAAAAD3W6OmWMbmzt-v5UI4HtzeW03OvB&gclid=Cj0KCQjw-4XFBhCBARIsAAdNOktxe75p-1AvJ0Z4gyK8HSUfDvkFinTmLEjlV_vexbY79d4VklP30DMaAuVoEALw_wcB

Pc Case: Lian Li Medi Tower
https://www.skroutz.gr/s/16033198/Lian-Li-PC-O11-Dynamic-Gaming-Midi-Tower-Kouti-Ypologisti-me-Plaino-Parathyro-Mayro.html

Cooler: Coolermaster 360 White.
https://www.skroutz.gr/s/60368457/coolermaster-masterliquid-360-core-ii-ydropsyxi-epexergasti-triplou-anemistira-120mm-gia-socket-1700-1200-115x-me-argb-fotismo-leyki.html

Monitor: Asus Tuff 280hz
https://www.skroutz.gr/s/22310416/Asus-TUF-Gaming-VG279QM-IPS-HDR-Gaming-Monitor-27-FHD-1920x1080-280Hz-me-CHrono-Apokrisis-1ms-GTG.html

Storage: Samsung 1TB 980 Heatsink
https://www.skroutz.gr/s/32568681/Samsung-980-PRO-w-Heatsink-SSD-1TB-M-2-NVMe-PCI-Express-4-0-MZ-V8P1T0CW.html

Keyboard: Razer Blackwidow Quarz edition.
https://www.razer.com/eu-en/gaming-keyboards/razer-blackwidow-v3/RZ03-03541800-R3M1?srsltid=AfmBOoqxLID2jPTv6AUK-kqSJHQE7cRUFmneTWdvXLMWPL51mawbwkHn