https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-_7RptwcHg

i feel like ive hit rock bottom, and another trapdoor opened and i plunged further into despair
they keep calling my name, make sense of it, like if they say it enough it make sense but its just noise. hollow noise like a drum that’s been beaten too many times. cannot keep pretending i don’t hear it. i hear it, i see it, but i’m not part of it. 👽 why would i be? this isnt MY world, this is YOURS, and i'm just a ghost here, wandering through the cracks in the walls.
everyone thinks its a joke but notice how im not laughing./ im tired of being targeted and i wont stand for it anymore. i am a TI' since the age of 20. they have ruined my life and now i cannot get a job or support myself. my only source of income as of 2021 is welfare and they continue to harass, stalk , and abuse me. the catholic church did not help me. and now actively reporting those to the police and or FBI because they threaten me . i will continue refuse elaborate on my as it is now irrelevant and the damage has been already done. called me schizophrenic but the truth fact of the matter is they could not handle what i bring brought to the table and never accept that the they are wrong because they are consistenly low IQ individuals emboldened by their own stupidity a truth that most cannot accept because they are tainted by what can only be described as satan or the ultimate evil. god always be on my side you will never kill me and i will continue to help as many people as i can rise above to their full potential .
and then you start asking questions, why are we doing this but its all blurry now, can even keep track of time ⏳
As we reach the end of what was

I hear a scream that rises from a space at the bottom of the Earth

And then it stops

And I can see it

They may experience a variety of alleged harassments, including surveillance, physical attacks, and electronic harassment.
Signs of being targeted

Survei llance: Being followed or monitored by others, sometimes around the clock
Harassment: Being bullied, harassed, or mobbed by a group
Electronic harassment: Being hacked, having electronic devices compromised, or experiencing
electronic surveillance
Physical attacks: Being poisoned or experiencing other physical attacks
Noise harassment: Being subjected to targeted noise harassment
Mind control: Experiencing mind control or remote control of their body

jornal entry - ??? 04/25/2023
clock lying again it skipd 3:42 to 3:57, i dint blink. time is not real or they taking it.
blue shirt man OUTSIDE. same spot ystrdy, no smokin this time. just standing. Looking? Hearing?? closed blinds but air got THICK. Like room full of somthing I cat see but its THERE
wrote down van plate # but it WONT STAY. saw it, KNEW IT, gone. dont hold it, like waking up from dream u forgot before u even awake.
pigeons again, WRONG. no flying, just sitting. just looking.tried to write down what the radio said but the words changed when i looked back. different letters, same sentence, but is not the same. I read it again an it changed agaim.. like it knows im watching

Other related terms

Gangstalking:

Online targeting
Online targeting can include espionage, coercion, personal attacks, or attempts to gain access to travel information or movements.

ever notice how the light flickers when you walk by? how the same car drives past you house every single time? you think its a coincidence? NO theyve timed it. they know your route. they know your routine. if you change it, you’ll see them change too—theyre waiting for you to get back in line
you hear people talk. conversation that dont make sense. "oh, they were talking about me." you werent meant to hear it, but you did. you ever hear a person say your name? not in a comercial, no. not like that. just out of nowhere, a voice, saying your name backwards or insulting. these are the sounds, the things they use to mess with you.
its small, but is enough. a key, a sock, a book gone. then it comes back, but in the wrong place. like they are rearranging everything just to create porlbmes


it makes no sense to me that you continue to persist in this life despite knowing full well how badly you ♥♥♥♥♥♥ everything up. it does not surprise me because you are stupid. i am smarter than all of you and i know that you are stupid. maybe the stupidest person i have ever met. i feel bad for your parents. imagine raising a creature like you for 18 years only for it to leech off you like a parasite. you are a parasite, perhaps worse than a parasite. i offer you no sympathy and wish you would just leave the rest of us alone because at the end of the day we all hate you.

you know exactly who you are. end your life before it gets worse

see ya round at the lost and found, you come here often? of course you do
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I guess you're wondering where I've been.
🌦🌦FU👌CKING 𝓂𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 please help me BOL d 🔪♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ MOVE ♥♥♥♥♥ BUT YOU CANT '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ 👌ST🔪OP ME 🔪🔥ON ᶠᶤʳᵉⒽⓄⓉ ⒺⓃⓄⓊⒼⒽ ⓉⓄßЦRИ 🙆🙆ᵍᵒᵈ ᶤˢ ᵈᵉᵃᵈAnd I just sit there and I wonder about what'̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ i did wrong to deserve this,
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Sterling RxD Dec 10, 2015 @ 12:40pm
your profile description is like a schizophrenic orgasm

stop 👌 following me TOP 7 AMAZING OPOSSUM FACTS(MUST SEE)
i was walking into the public area and they were all looking at me, staring at me, they are afraid but do you think i am? i am not Afraid to be anything or because of anything because this is how it'̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ has always been, buddy listen to me '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ I've been around the '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ block a
million times , you dont know anything about me so stop talking about things that are not true. Youll look at me and you stare at me and you '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ shout at me, but what do you see? i am called by them all the time and they refuse to explain it. So you tell me why? What is the problem here? I am awake and I can see fine.👌
but I d?n't care, I'm beautiful. '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏
Bold textbut is as this has is becoming miore and likely of a possiblity you must try to come to conlcusion
You all seem the same to me, you know? Like you're not even real people.

                                             It seems he has come to realize his mistakes.
                                                             Only a moment too soon.
      WORTHLESS✔         PATHETIC✔                        SERVESHIMRIGHTWHATDIDYOUEXPECT
                                                                    How unfortunate.

but get it just dont it but you get it when you get it and you get it he dosnt get it we dont get it you dont get it we get no👌thing at all but this and that and that that is the '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ world ishelp me
Pe?ple say to me that a person bYOU GET THIS I GET🔥 THIS WE GET IT G?T IT D?NT JUST GET IT it is not something that c an be possibl y escaped, no, it is always going to be following y ou every day and night and everywhere you go and it cant be fought👌 '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ back again not here, because this is Spoiler text (REDACTED)s world,
be '̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ ware all ye for THE l'̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏̏ight no longer shines
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Your inability to grasp the depth of the despair you've brought on yourself will be your downfall.

Perhaps your mind is too damaged to continue your life in this world.


Look at how you live.

You will regret your poor choices, your wasted years.


Look at your sadness.

Your suffering, self-inflicted, will be the only thing you will ever know.


You will lose so much of your humanity.

Yet you persist in your desperate yearning to feel something … anything … anything …. so you won't feel like you're dying inside.


Maybe what's keeping you alive is a need to spread the darkness you've created.

Maybe this is where you're meant to be for all eternity - just like me.


Chained and shackled in a prison of your own design.

Wondering what could have been and can never be.


No matter how hard you fight it, you're only going to hurt yourself.

As much as you don't want to, you have to face the cold reality that it's over.


Everyone dies. But not everyone lives.

I hope you enjoy the rest of your eternity.


Can light exist without darkness?
I was called forth by the voices of the destitute and oppressed.
Those voices morphed me into a vast, supreme force.
Their chaotic energy bestowed me the great power of darkness upon me.
Even if I leave and completely vanish...
Somehow... Someway... Someone will call me again...
And I will be restored to this condition once more.