The difference between me and Rin is the difference in our resolve to accept. I sure am lame. I thought I'd finally reached Rin. No, I even thought I'd won against him. I lost to him and was just picked to go on! I have to accept that reality!! Otherwise, there won't be a next time. I have to incorporate that piece called 'Luck' in my thought process. I have to update my understanding on a fundamental level!! In order to win against Rin, I have to become a newer version of myself!!