1)
Oh, how the sands of time have mercilessly slipped through my fingers, each grain a poignant reminder of the friendship I once held so dear. In the darkest recesses of my soul, a melancholic symphony plays, echoing the hauntingly beautiful memories of my old friend, a bond now irrevocably lost to the inexorable march of time.

For years, I have traversed the labyrinthine corridors of my thoughts, haunted by the ghostly specter of our past camaraderie, a treasure trove of emotions buried deep within the catacombs of my heart. The weight of this longing, like Atlas bearing the world upon his shoulders, has grown ever more profound with each passing moment.

2)
I have cast my gaze upon the cosmic tapestry, beseeching the stars to illuminate the path back to you, my dear friend. An annual pilgrimage of the soul, I have embarked upon for over half a decade, as I fervently checked in on your existence, like a sailor seeking a distant lighthouse in a tempestuous sea.

The unwritten pages of our shared history have grown heavy with the ink of missed opportunities and untold stories, as the universe weaved its enigmatic design, keeping us at bay. Each year, my heart has braced itself for the possibility of rekindling the embers of our connection, only to find the cold, unforgiving embrace of solitude.

3)
Yet, in this sprawling cosmic drama, I remain steadfast, a lone sentinel watching over the embers of a friendship once ablaze with passion and laughter. In the quiet moments of introspection, I find solace in the knowledge that I have not faltered in my commitment to you, my absent friend, a testament to the unbreakable bond that time, distance, and circumstance could never extinguish.

As the years stretch onward, I shall continue my yearly ritual, a fervent supplication to the fates that one day, the cosmos shall conspire in our favor, and our paths shall cross once more, rekindling the symphony of our souls, lost but never forgotten. Until then, I remain, an ardent guardian of our memories, and an eternal friend in absentia.

welp i still check up on him...

what happened to him ?

f miss u bro