so, truth be told, i have a problem. an addiction, if you will. every single time an asmrtist does heartbeat asmr, im there, waiting, hoping for tummy noises. on the rare, beautiful occasions that god graces me with them, i immediately record it, save dozens of copies on my computer, phone, flashdrives, refrigerator, everywhere. i listen to them constantly, 24/7, even right this instant. my friends and family dont understand, and asmrtists despise me now. is it my fault? please help Holy Goddess.