Longed for a life that's different from this
No one around me knows I exist

It's like I have no mouth, but I must scream
Can't open my eyes, I'm stuck in this dream (all alone)

Lost in the dark, I hold out my hand
I can't hold myself, so nobody can (in my head)

It's like I'm trapped in a circle of hate
Surrounded by strangers, I can't escape
Weighing me down, making me break
I really don't know how much I can take

Faceless nobody
That's all I'll ever be
Endless misery
I am my own enemy

How did I get here? Why can't I leave?
Left all alone, heart on my sleeve

Time stands still and it's just me
Tried to inhale, but I cannot breathe (I'm so cold)

Can't stop what I hear within
Forcing myself to smile again (I'm so weak)

So close, but so far away
Trapped in a place that I can't escape
A place that's just full of nothing but hate
I really don't know how much I can take

Faceless nobody
That's all I'll ever be
Endless misery
I am my own enemy

Nightmares consuming me
I just want to be released
Frozen, can't feel a thing
Every thought in my head is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ suffering

Was it worth it?
Was everything worth it?
Where do I go from here?
I should disappear
(So close, but so far away, I'm not okay)

I'm not worthless
I made a promise to break this cage
If I'm being honest, I am afraid

Go away
So tired of this mental cloud (tired of this)

Save me
It's taking over
I'm so afraid
I am my own enemy
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