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"You have been through hell and back, but now,
it's time to atone for your sins in your past cycles.

You must find a mate, or die."

i'm not sure there's an overarching lesson...
though there are many little things...
avoiding impulsivity..
letting go of grudges..
forgiving yourself for mistakes..
forgiving others for theirs..
there are many moments in it that break my heart yet still leave me hopeful..
perhaps the overarching lesson is that..
not giving up hope despite a bad situation..
a bad situation that continues to spiral more and more out of control...
a situation that only improves when you stop shutting everyone out...

"the embodiment of the triple affirmative."
no beginning.
no end.
an aberrant cycle whistling into mind before spiraling onward into the abyss.
an aberrant cycle its edges twist over themselves like circles within circles.
"what a horrible destiny we found..."

Still clinging to the strings
And thinking of things
I can’t find,
Were never mine..

What did I do wrong?
I don’t even know that...
My heart and soul like "Rock N' Roll"
Rolling ~ rolling ~
I’ve never had it to begin with, but it still breaks my heart.

Even without a reason, I feel somehow sad.
I can’t even cry, so there’s even less hope..
I’ll just sing, as if trying to keep warm on those nights.

Around again, the "Morning Lights" come to play a sound
And drowning all the doubts that we
Found ~ found ~
Exposing all the lonely blues
As all the lights come through
The parts "on You"

Taking you far away from here
Inside, I said goodbye..
Made a turn,
Down the road,
Just around the corner
Hide from all eyes.
My memory turns to white..