Go find Jesus, it may be your last chance any day.. No matter how far gone you think you are, God always wants you back. Do you really think the Person who takes murderes, thieves, abusers turns them around and USES them to change this world isn`t able to handle your addictions, hurts and traumas? No matter where you are what you have done or are planning to do. God loves you, desperatly wants you near him and TRANSFORM you. Not only to free you from you addictions, traumas and hurts but also to change the World. Live is overwhelming sometimes, we forget how to express our feelings to ourselves and are lost in a mudpit of feelings and hurts, we think this is normal, I never really cried I just could not. This is what we say to ourselves on the verge of being suicidal and while drowning in Drugs like Alcohol or Weed. Then we make the Drugs to our identity and laugh about it, tell everybody how much Vodka you can Chug and feel good about it. But as soon as you are alone, no videos, no music, no people, no pets, we can`t stand it. Never are we able to handle ourselves or the Demons fighting in us.

I`ve been there multiple times, Suicidal, Addicted, Emotionless, Dead, Jacking off to some really messed up stuff.

Im pretty sure everybody finds themselves in sort of an situation like this. And im telling you God is the only way out there.

Gods here to help and transform. Through you, through me and trough our kids. Help him to make this world a better place. Only he can help us now.

Love you all.

I pray that atleast 1 Person gets saved from this. In Jesus name AMEN