For Lyyn (please read this) :

Lyyn, i just want to say this to you, from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you lyyn, thank you so much for still being so kind to me, despite me being a jerk to you at the last minute we talked.

I always wanted to say this to you, that i was also lowkey in love with you. The reason is that, because I've never met such a woman like you before, you have a good heart and are very passionate with kindness; you're such a hidden treasure of a gem for me, lyyn.

And since the last time we talked, i've always thinking about you, reflecting on what i've done to you. Sometimes i even pray that i hope you are the one that will be my soulmate in the future.

To me, you are like an angel, Lyyn; that last conversation between me and you already proves it all, for how compassionate you are as a living being.

I have done something so stupid just to waste such an angel like you. I shouldn't have said all of those things towards you, and i know really - really well that i should have known better instead of being selfish and stupid of myself.

But now, i don't think it's the right time nor the right place for me to confess all of that right now. ( And probably it was already too late for me, that i wouldn't even have the chance to confess it directly to you)

I don't even have the courage to send you a friend request on discord, after all i've done to you lyyn.

I'm very ashamed of myself now, and i will never forgive myself for it.

Now, i just wait for the right time itself to come, and keep praying, that you will comeback at me, because i know, that's the only right way for me to finally return to you.

I'm sorry if i'm being so dramatic lyyn, i hope you would still understand me, for how i feel, i can't just go back at you like that, i just can't do it in that way, it would make me even more ashamed to do it.

I regret every word of it, and i can't even appologize myself for it, because i'm aware that one does not simply forget.

"You could forgive someone, but you could never forget what they've done"

I have to go lyyn, i don't know when and where we're going to meet in this life, but i hope you know that i will always wish you for the best in this life lyyn.

Till next time lyyn, i love you.