♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ aside.

I am disappointed in myself for behaving this way when i lose control to just “leave everythin”. When a simple head’s up “gonna be gone for a bit” would probably work wonders. Problem is, i always told myself “just 1 more day, tomorrow we’re back” while more and more stuff piles up, business relations becoming more and dissatisfied and a community that i built up for 5 years becoming more and more disappointed. Stress and fear keeps stacking and all the sudden we’re at day 40.

I am doing this post mostly for myself, to get my feelings off my chest and because i feel like i owe you guys an explanation.

This break wasn’t me trying to get away from streaming, it was me trying to get away from all the other stuff that seemed unmanageable.

I am working on the ♥♥♥♥ that i piled up right now, so i will be back soon.

I feel cringe deluxe opening up like this, but hey ♥♥♥♥ it, will try to make sure it’s the last time.

очередной даун

Cicker 13 Mar, 2020 @ 8:59pm
Enjoy the days you have left, filthy Chinese <3

-rep no coms

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