im still alive

RIP jules, we lost you to early. if only we didn't peer pressure you to take that pill. i thought it would give you a warm euphoric feeling, instead all you received was death. prayers for you

Im so sorry Julian, I was there when you took your final breaths. I was also the one who encouraged you when you asked if you should take this pill. "F**k it bro, we ball". I look back alot at that moment and wish I stopped you. Its my biggest regret in life. After you passed out we started sampling you snoring to make a beat out of it because "Jules is gonna love this" Not knowing we were recording your final breaths. I cant get the sounds of your parents trying to resuscitate you out of my head. After learning more about you from your obituary I learned that you were apart of a youth program that gives kids in your area a big brother to look up to. Death comes for us all, I just wish it didn't take you so early. People like you are whats needed in this world, not less. I'm so sorry for what I have done Julian, I hope that if I make it into heaven that I get to apologize personally. Please rest well, Julian <3

Missgeburt.

I'm tired of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ in school tellin' me, always in the barbershop
"Chief Keef ain't 'bout this, Chief Keef ain't 'bout that"
My boy a BD, on ♥♥♥♥♥♥' Lamron and them
He, he, they say that ♥♥♥♥♥ don't be puttin' in no work
Shut the ♥♥♥♥ up, y'all ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ain't know ♥♥♥♥
All y'all ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ talkin' about
"Chief Keef ain't no hitter, Chief Keef ain't this, Chief Keef a fake"
Shut the ♥♥♥♥ up, y'all don't live with that ♥♥♥♥♥
Y'all know that ♥♥♥♥♥ got caught with a ratchet
Shootin' at the police and ♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥ been on probation since, ♥♥♥♥♥♥', I don't know when
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, stop ♥♥♥♥♥♥' playin' him like that
Them ♥♥♥♥♥♥ savages out there
If I catch another ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ talkin' sweet about Chief Keef
I'm ♥♥♥♥♥♥' beatin' they ass
I'm not ♥♥♥♥♥♥' playin' no more
Know them ♥♥♥♥♥♥ roll with Lil Reese and them

I know you miss that warm euphoric feeling that oxys give you. Relapse, I will be here for you.