while we're choosing what shots will be printed for our graduation picture, a girl just started talking with my best friend out of nowhere. she's asking what shots of her we're the cutest and whatnot. I can tell that they immediately hit it off because the girl was laughing the whole time, and she asked for my friends' name.

I thought to myself "oh the girl would just forget my friend's name since they've only met once" but boy was I wrong. not only does the girl remembered it, she even followed my friend's instagram acc after a few hours, and are now chatting with each other.

I realized how inferior I am, physically and personality-wise. no matter what I do and who I've become, there's no way I'm gonna be able to compensate for what I lack of, good looks and interesting character. guess I'll die alone.