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But, you can call me Falter for short.
I am many things, but most notably I am me!
There is nobody (not even among those who pretend to be me or aspire to be like me,) who can emulate what I can do even remotely. And, oh man! The lengths some of the stalkers and cyber bullies who hate me go to to almost associate anything that remotely resembles what I do as being me is probably the most flattering bit about being myself.

Have you been called a "Falter alt" for standing up or defending me? If you have, you know what I'm talking about.



I don't trust easily, don't have a reason to trust anyone, and I have been the target of cyber bullying and stalking since 2015.
You will usually find that I do not put much, (if any) vested interest in anyone unless they can not only get past my abrasive front as realizing it is because of the trauma in my past and present, but also be able to be completely honest with me. The more dishonest a person is with me, the more I will distance myself. And, it's not uncommon for those who do attack me to try to pigeon hole words or phrases from my profile to justify their mistreatment of me.


A lot of my stalkers and haters are narcissists with their goal often being to make me feel alienated or alone while they heap endless amounts of hate mail onto me. Narcissistic people are often defined by a tendency to lie and manipulate their fuel, be unable to be empathetic, have delusions of grandeur, tell fabricated stories to those who will listen to make themselves seem better than they are, and be unable to take any sort of criticism. Often resorting to attacking the person who knows the truth about them so they can't ever be exposed.
If you've seen the packs of bullies on Steam or anywhere else, you'll recognize their patterns of behavior.
Being the near constant victim of bullying from narcissistic people has made me distrusting of everyone.


I am needlessly attacked, assaulted, and assailed on a near daily basis by stalkers and haters who gaslight me to no end. You have only to look at the trail of harassment and people who hypocritcally follow me around to see for yourself. The most common comment you may see are those directed at me either telling me or implying to me that I deserve to be bullied or mistreated. Even when I've done nothing wrong, but especially in the event that those who dislike me don't want to show that I am needlessly attacked by their crowd or friends. The more their crowd attacks me, the louder they become trying to protect their own in pushing an agenda to villainize me.


I am an extremely insightful person, and am easily able to cut through what people say to see the genuine intent, (or lack thereof) in what they say to me.
Don't expect me to have the same moral values when it comes to friendship either. I am extremely selective, and have my own personal definition of what a friend is to me.
Friends are family. So, if I seem cold or callous to you despite talking to you it's not because I don't like you, I just have different standards.



And am primarily pursued into my real life by the PvP group known as the Code.
I am also known not only as a joke, but also as a form of seriousness as the 'God of Elite' and the 'God of the Gunship.'
The PVP group, (the Code) who stalks me, is an amalgamation of a lot of other less successful PVP groups, none of which were or are good, and all of which I have defeated in the game completely and utterly.



Most prominently I can be found on Twitch. Though, the only reason I haven't done much individual Twitch streaming is simply because I haven't had a computer that is up to spec.
Only very recently have I finally been able to settle down after years of stalking forcing me to move, to invest in a new computer capable of streaming.


My Twitch [www.twitch.tv]



I have a degree in Art/ Animation, and have heavily considered returning to school to become a Paralegal. I have extensive knowledge in basically, anything I set my mind to as I am a quick study, witty, intelligent and well written / spoken.

If you can get me to open up, I'll talk your ear off and then some!



Lastly, I am an avid fan of anime and otaku culture. This fandom and love is both known and supported by my family and friends.

I have been relentlessly targeted for years because of my love for this hobby and medium. So, bear in mind that if you want to talk to me without me instantly telling you to take a hike, be mindful of the harassment you send my way in regards to my appreciation for such a normal hobby.