I've been feeling a bit low in the last week or so. I try to hang to nice things, but it's hard. I miss her. I miss her so much. I am scared to tell her I love her. I am scared she will never want to be with me again. I am certainly not her type or the kind of person You want to live with. This feeling is holding me down. I will try to find my light again, though I am afraid it will be harder this time. I wonder if she's thinking of us. I like to think she does, although I am certainly not sure. I just hope she is happy and I hope one day, we can be happy together again. Maybe one day. Maybe... I will always love her. The feelings are not leaving. I usually forget a lot and can move on quite easily, this feeling though, is not leaving me anytime soon. I think I never got over our separation. Breaking up is hard. This break up is bittersweet. I have freedom I need, to find my own self. But, at the same time, it pains me to see her without me. That is my problem, not hers. I just hope she can love me again. If not, I will probably stay on my own till that happens. This woman is my life, she is the best person I've ever met. I really don't want to be with anyone else.

Ama'Shan Yehara, the Talon Queen of the Illidari.

- Diary of the Legendary Demon Huntress Yehara

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Zas mám v hlavě stavy jak dřív,
Krvácim, jak kdybych se říz
Já táhnu se, jak kdybych pích
Vzbuďte mě, chci se cejtit líp,

- Viktor Sheen / Syndrom
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What is Love?
Love is Pain.
Love is Butterflies and stomach aches.
- MGK / Swing life away
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