You don't have to be a prodigy to be unique, you don't have to know what to say or what to think

You think I'd have given up // Found somebody new

Every time I pin down what I think I want, it slips away

She's a dwelling place for demons // She's a cage for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird

As if I could live off words and dreams and a million screams // Oh, how I need a hand in mine to feel

Sad to say, I pushed you away // Waiting for 'Mrs. Right'

I'm too weird to live, but much too rare to die

It's just the thought of you // In love with someone else

I was just born like this, wish that I could change it

I'm just fighting to fight // You got the better of me // Did you mean it? // Did you mean to go and cut so deep?

I smash and curse this skin, oh, I dig and dig and dig, pulling away at the fat and muscle, always searching further in, somewhere deep inside my body, has to be the answer for everything

Can you take it away? // Hide me from the truth? // I can see in your face // I am nothing to you

Let me ask you something // Do you think I'm as bad as they say?

And everything I want is taken away from me // But who do I got to blame? Nobody but me

Doctor, I'm not doing too well, if this ♥♥♥♥ was a choice I wouldn't need your help

And nothing ever really stays // Only person I trusted to suddenly went away

It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide, and it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die

Listen ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, you are worthless // Just a nervous little creep who never really found a purpose

So I learned to turn // And look the other way

It might be cheesy but at least you have a friend // Who knows the feeling

We'll run away together // We'll spend some time forever // We'll never feel bad anymore

I am not in the body that was meant for me, tell me what I am supposed to do
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