"I was never scared of dying, I actually thought about it quite often.
the thought of the world finally going quiet a null.
i was never scared of how life would carry on without me here.
i was never scared of closing my eyes for one last time.
maybe the weight on my chest would go away, and feeling of suffocation would fade away."



“How about if I sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense."
“I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it."
"I do not speak as I think, I do not think as I should,
And so it all goes on in helpless darkness."

"One of the first signs of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.
This life appears unbearable, another unattainable.
One is no longer ashamed of wanting to die"

"The meaning of life is, that it stops."

― Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena, The Metamorphosis, Blue Octavo Notebooks.

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