Help me help everyone!

Hello, guys. I think that not many of you know the exact story. Well, here it is...

A year and 4 months ago, in March 2011, I got my first pair of Earbuds. I was very happy because of that. I went on an Unusual Hat Club server. I saw many people with expensive hats and shiny effects! At that moment greed was boiling in me. It took control over me by that time. I wanted to scam them all, get those hats. I attempted to scam a person and failed. He reported me.
a month had passed. I had 4.5 Earbuds. Then an impersonator scammed me off my 3 Earbuds! it was a great loss to me :(
That day i really understood what a person is feeling when he gets scammed. Feelings build up in a person that cannot be expressed by words.
Now I am helping poor people by giving them free items, I teach people Tf2 Economy, I help them ge tinto Tf2 Trading. I only want to help Tf2 community now. Admins don't understand me, but it is democracy that should decide. Help me help everyone, help me help you all, help me help Tf2, guys.
Sincerely,
head Admin of Everlasting TF2 Raffle, Yaros The Pyro/ Twilight Sparkling Water.