We Film Let's Plays and Gmod Machinimas

now i haven't done somthing like this in a while or never felt like doing it but after today from a SERIES of un nesscary events im thinking about leaving steam and leaving everyone all together i may go back to reviewing old films or games using gameplay from media sources or just kill some one or commit sucicide because i have been removed by this one person 250 or so times idk i didn't count and i don't wanna make it 999 times i've been removed from this one person who will be UN-NAMED!!! so if you guys care for me then say somthing if not? good bye...forever my freinds i hate my life...