~~ Drink till you die ~~

Another day of life by the drop. I pray to lord, help me stop. I awake in pain, feeling shame. Knowing soon again I'll play the game. For the brief second with my self. Before I walk over to that shelf. I stop and think of all the things I do. And the people I hurt while drinking booze. I grip the bottle o' so tight. I won't let go until the night. All these thoughts rush through my head. Loves and pride and things I once said. I know it's from the former me. The one that can no longer be. It hits me hard, I cannot cope. So drink until I start to choke.. Day to day, I live like this. High to high and kiss to kiss. I hope one day, the drunk will let me out. And never again will I drink and shout. Until that time I'll drown and hate. I just hope that's not my final fate.