WHat dissapears? THe loadout? The weapon? Weapon cannot dissapear. You just lost it. Also DO make loadouts. Add medicine, food, knives, pistols, rifles, greandes, ammo for all of that, etc. It's very important if you want to not tediously pick up ammo and sdiearms every time by yourself.


Protip - for better sidearm switching I highly reccomend the mod Pocket Sand.