yes even if you become better it won't help, the problem is already deep and it's not just you, you just burned out, you're just trash, how well you play is not important at all because there will be those who are better, and even if you are good it doesn't mean that you won't be with those who don't understand and don't appreciate it, playing solo is just suicide, the end that you feel part by part, just leave. Those who got out of the game solo only by playing solo are the strongest of all, and you are not one of them, you are just trash, that you have to live out your days in this game before new players destroy you. You not the same. no one will ever truly appreciate everything you do in this game, all the people you will meet are indifferent hypocritical freaks, if you would correct all your mistakes of the past you would destroy everyone you communicated with in this game for a long time. you are standing on the edge, you are mentally dead, it makes no difference, you just killed yourself, you and only you, because you knew what you were getting into, what you decided to do, you took a risky step and now pay in full, now you are in debt, in debt to yourself, now atone for the guilt before yourself, you have problems, and you don’t even understand it, you can think a lot of things about yourself, but the reality is completely different, it’s hard to imagine, live in your world until the emptiness swallows you up, and only then will you understand everything, and now live until that special day, and look for this guide, you are not the only one here, there are many poor people like you. And only after that come back to the game and try everything again, from the very beginning, it's crazy, but if you try again after a while you will become much better, this is a plan, an idea that is worth following, and now do something useful.



and no matter how hard you try,
we can't survive, it's useless,
and even if you can just let go,
you should thank me, now you can rest
i can't do this.

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