Well, some things have to stay dreams, but sometimes, you just can't wake up.
It just seemed like I had this strange fixation, with no other goals at all.
I lost track of time, stuck in this 8-square-metre bedroom for 3 years, doing nothing watching forsen, making but never publishing memes.
It's like the five stages of grief with me now
Maybe I should've approached it with caution, like forsen advised me to... it's just like, I promised myself I would at least have the courtesy to make one video this year, in fact I promised to make many videos, and now look there's nothing I can even do because I took too long.

I spy with my little eye... a forsen.
Wow.. who's even watching?

Do you know what forsen even means, or are you here for reuploads of that African® Warlord™ from Israel© or whatever?'
This ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ channel used to belong to me, you see?
I used to upload my own ♥♥♥♥, and then some random guy on a website called 'read it' said that he missed a stream and I decided to help him out by reuploading it.
That was seven and a half ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ years ago!
I never even spent the ad revenue 'cause it's not really mine, you see.

*please don't judge, I´m so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ bored I´m literally crawling up the walls*

And I never ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ left, I never moved on, I´m still here and I´ll always be here because I have nothing ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ else to do.
I don't even sleep at night much because I'm always thinking about how I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ it all up this bad, LIKE EVERY BAJ.
I'm a talentless ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hack. (forsen's game fades somehow)

ALL I HAVE EVER ACHIEVED WAS A DIRECT RESULT OF RIPPING OFF OTHERS'WORK.

If I didn't lack vision, I would probably have something going on already in my life.
What the ♥♥♥♥ do I do? Tell me, what the ♥♥♥♥ do I do now?
How can a fan channel exist, if a streamer is already dead?!

*forsen?*
This is so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ stupid,
*forsen!*
by god!

*forsen? forsen!*
Hey, you, can you shut up for one ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ second,
*forsen?*
I'm trying to speak to my non-existent audience over here..

FORSEN!
FORSEN! FORSEN!
FOOOR-

SAN!

forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-Sebastian 'Forsen' Fors! forsen-forsen
~ADRENALINE IS PUMPING~
forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen
Oh, whoops! There he goes.
*forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen*
Well, I've made it worse now.
~ADRENALINE IS PUMPING~
*forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen*
Yep. Definitely worse.
~GENERATOR~
*forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen*
Should've gone a little bit easier on myself there.
~AUTOMATIC LOVER~
*forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen-forsen*
You know, it took me so long to come up with anything to share,
~ATOMIC~
*Ouch! Forsen, I think forsen-forsen-forsen! forsen!*
that this other guy you're hearing right now
~ATOMIC OVERDRIVE~
*I broke my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ back! Can I-*
*FORSEN! FORSEN!*
even managed to lose his virginity.
~BLOCKBUSTER~
*Can I g-- Can I go now? Charlie, forsen, forsen! forsen-forsen,*
*it really hurt.. forsen, forsen, fonser,*
Unbelievable, right?
~BRAIN POWER~
*No, but unironically, it really ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hurts, AHH*
*HAH, fuduwah, wuduwuduwah, wewah!*
Maybe I should take some pills to calm myself down or something
*♥♥♥♥*
Ohh, look, whats that there on the floor are those the infamouse overpriced fake gamer pills that forsen sent me, like, last summer?
So not this summer, like, the year before, well you get it, anyhow, that's a brilliant ♥♥♥♥♥♥' idea right there, Jesus, I think this might actually be salvageable, look, I'll just make a meme review about those pills right there, it'll be ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ great, and if I don't well then it's yikes forever, so I'll definitely do it, I can still do something if I start right now, I have the time, no problem.
I promise that this time around it's even going to be somewhat watchable, just you wait and see!

HOO.

OH YEAH AND HAPPY NEW YEAR BY THE WAY, IF I SURVIVE THE NEXT ONE THAT'LL BE GREAT

ANYWAY CYA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mY2M7Bawwxg&ab_channel=Daniil1288