I remember that day. It was fun haha. Listen, I wont try to fix this or try to convince u of anything. I sent u a sms on new years but im not sure if u blocked my number. before u block me on here i ask u to at least read this message. in our last conversation i said some horrible things and i want u to know that i was lying. i didnt mean a single word of what i said. I was just so angry and i desperately tried to convince myself that i hated you so i could distance myself from u but i dont hate u. even if u maybe do hate me now. I am sorry for it all. Because of all of that i never really said goodbye to you.

So, goodbye Sara. I still love you like my sister and i miss you every day but u re right when u said that we re no good for eachother right now. I hope that when my life calms down around the summer of 2026 we could talk face to face in Sweden. I would hope that ui wouldnt ignore me or stab me when u see me haha. I would hope that u wont just block me on here. Please dont be affraid to contact me should u ever need anything. Once again, im sorry. Goodbye for now sis.