instructions unclear, broke reality and every card is the ace of spades

Touche

you're welcome good sir

my good and true friend thank you very much for this I have found tranquillity within my life

Can you please elaborate more... I didn't learn anything and am very sad. Iv'e lost all my money now and wish for advice, please help me. The only reason this is here is because I am broke and desperate. Give me anything, the wife took everything including the kids and i'm deppressed. What do I do? Is suicide an option? Do I start drinking again? I just don't know anymore. :(