I placed my sign at pontiff, not expecting much, it was a slow day, mostly solo hosts. On the loading screen I saw myself on the black screen, fat, un inspired, depressed. When I got out of the loading screen, The name of the host was JeeNiNe, the name reeked charisma. I sprinted to the arena, waiting for my knight in shining armor. He was their, in his thick heavy Lapp armor, murky in hand perfect for penetration, his gundyr ready to keep me on my toes. As the duel began I began to feel butter flies in my stomach, anticipation in my veins. When he hit me with the first running attack, I felt a wave of pleasure course through me, then another and another as he roll caught me over and over, he finally ended up killing me, he made me point down, I wasn't sure why, I was confused, so I opened stream to see what he was saying and eager to hear what he said, “get the ♥♥♥♥ off laggy scrub little ♥♥♥♥” I did not know what to say or do, I tried to send him an apology but then with an air of unreality the message came out warning me of my alleged block from the channel, I was desperate, I did not know what to do, without thinking twice I tried to throw myself out the window, The problem is that I was so fat that it did not fit, so I grabbed a rope, tied it, got on a stool and wrapped the rope around my neck, I took a step forward and just before throwing myself to my death I regretted it, however the stool slipped and the rope pressed against my neck, I desperately fought to live and fortunately before losing consciousness my 350 pounds of weight broke the rope, so I started to rethink the decisions in my life, I stopped playing ds3, I lost weight, I got married, I had children and got a job where I am happy and successful. I hope my story helps someone else make a change in their life.