If you consider yourself a Destiny 2 "PvP main", you need to wake up and click the link
https://www.betterhelp.com

If you play the PvE endgame and just enjoy PvP, good for you. BUT you need to understand that the game you enjoy is made accessible to less and less people every time you cling to a meta and abuse every tool in your arsenal in order to perform your best. There are PLENTY of games with dedicated playerbases who are committed to pushing the envelope of what competitive gaming is; why don't you try one of those for a change instead of farming blueberries who are simply trying to enjoy themselves or get some loot in the game that they love?