It's been years since i started going down this road of self-destruction, not only i saw myself become miserable, now i can't even sleep, there's a lot of factors involved here (stress from college), but hentai is one of them. I read and watch hentai only at night when everyone home is asleep, so i have this sleep schedule that is chaotic, i sleep the whole day and wake up at night to find myself unable to go back to my natural sleeping schedule. I tried for years to fix this, but i keep on failling, and whenever this situation caises me problems in my life, it stress me so much that i can't sleep at night even if i tried for hours to sleep, i just can't. I'm writing this as i'm unable to sleep ,and it's 8am in the morning from where i'm from. I know most of my problems come from my addiction to pxrn and hxntxi