Today I found a way out of my bed,
yet I'm still stuck inside my head
I grit my crooked teeth to everyone
who looks at me, as if it means a thing
I must be too ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up to notice, am I too ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up to notice?
I’m too ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up to notice, just how decomposed I am
I’m sick of all the ways I think about myself,
the poster child for lack of mental health, I-
I think I deserve to be at peace,
I think I deserve to be happy now, don’t you think?
I deserve to be...