Stop trying to impress others and play for your enjoyment. Nobody cares about your achievements or how many hours you have played a game. The game is not your your life unless you are a pro player who makes money. Why bother play a game if you are going to get mad over a video game. If you don't like it right now, then just stop playing. Your life will not be ruined. If you are afraid that you will be kicked out or get a ban in a game and left with nothing to do but some free time, spend it on your family, yourself. Take care of your body. Make your body impressive. That is life. That is somewhat achievable if you put some effort. Be productive. Make something, create something, write something at least think about something. Steam and valve will not be here forever. Even if it stays, we will be dead in the next century. Nobody will remember you. You are not special. We are all organic matters slowly dying, decomposing and moving a step by step to out end. Get some fresh air, eat healthy and finally feel alive. Feel the moment, feel the pulsing veins on your neck, feel every emotion. That is what life is. Don't cry over something happened. Learn from it. Don't give a ♥♥♥♥ about materials and money. All these social influencers are trying to make you think that you are on the wrong path to success. Don't get your brain washed that easily. Don't let ANYONE rob your mind, your philosophy, your belief and your mentality. Do whatever you like. There is nothing such as own property. If it is in the Earth, then it is free for everyone to use. We are all the same. We are the insects in this planet. ♥♥♥♥ what you want to ♥♥♥♥ look how you wanna look and talk how you wanna talk. Now ♥♥♥♥ off.